went to Shaiful‘s house for the Hari Raya lunch since he’s just staying at Blk 739; the block opposite to his. but he wasn’t at home… Jiaying, Eugene, Gary and his gf came. so i hang around at his house till 4p.m and headed home to meet my younger sister out for a movie and dinner.. and as usual, my mum forced me to treat her. lol. which i did. we went to have Thai Express for dinner, then we head back to Cathay to watch our movie, Mr. Woodcock, at 7.25p.m and we headed back home again. the movie is not as funny as i thought it would be… it’s better not to have much expectation if you don’t want to have disappointment.

and i think i must have said a hundred times i miss him… i really do.. it’s really upset to not get his reply… i wanna see him.. so much… but i dun wanna bug him… i… am lost.

went double O last night. wanted to go MOS but hunnie last minute told me she can’t go because she got assignment to do and exam next week. =_= now u OWE me one MOS outing. zzzz. lao pa was trying to persuade me to pubbing instead of clubbing… but pubbing became so boring after so long, so i insisted on clubbing… JJ came to fetch me after his work and then we went to have dinner at Jurong East because i’m so hungry… and Qing Ren, Peili was already there waiting for us. i wanted to sms him if he has finish work then he called me… when i kept saying “hello” and get no reply from him, i thought he might have accidentally pressed his phone, then i heard him saying “hello” too. *relived* he offered to send me home after my clubbing, and i’m so touched and thrilled at the same time… because he cares about me. i wanted to hug him so much… i wanted to kiss him so much… but i didn’t get to do it. i was so high after drinking so much… because i don’t usually drink a lot.. saw Kelvin there and he treat me a “tequila pop”… i thought i’m going to be a goner soon… i survived but was so high until i almost couldn’t stand straight. Saw Fang Yuh and Yew Ching over there as well… after that i called JJ and asked him if he wants to pick me up… of cos i want him to pick me up because i miss him so much… but i was too high to talk to him… and i fell aslp… and the next minute i knew, i reached home already… i was really happy he came.. and i love him still. i still love him lots though i kept saying i have love him lesser…