just finish chatting with Shaiful. and i realized my life is revolving around him him him (JJ)… When i read thru my blog entries, which of it is NOT about him? when it comes to him, it makes me feel so sad. makes me so heartbroken.. but it’s so truth.. he chose to break up with me.. why am i still… he’s not ready to commit… and i’m committing so much.. it’s not fair.. and of cos i’m not hearing nice stuffs from Shaiful. What am i supposed to do now? i love him, but………………………………………..

went to meet him again last night. and it makes me happy.. feeling so tired… yawns.. and then suddenly i remembered he bought a Gundam toy to fix.. but i haven’t seen him fixing it, so i asked him.. and then he say he will do it when he’s free. LOL. both of us laughed. isn’t he on leave till Sunday and when he wake up, he will be staring at his computer screen playing WoW or Dota or surfing net the whole day..? I saw his cheeky smile. and then he say “den you do lah”.. i wish to fix the toy with him! ah, that will be so nice.. and then i went to shower and slept thru out the night.. i can slp so well at his house.. because there is no tooty barking at ah ma or making funny noise under my bed. =D and i had lunch at his house too (his aunt gave me chicken pie yesterday too).. because his aunt cooked and so i ate before i headed home to change and head for work… =] will be meeting him for dinner tomorrow. i made him to. ha.