went to MOS with Val and her friends. oh well. R&B is still the best! =] gotta know a few people there. and it’s kinda sucky when u are trying so hard to get rid of a guy who is a noob and looks desp to grind on girls, your friends thinks that you are enjoying. =.= lame. anyhows, i got to know a guy who is pretty nice. because he helped me block away those guys. lol. but he’s young la. 20 yrs old only. making friends, age is not an issue.

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

i dun think he will understand. =[ it’s ok. i’m trying to make myself miserable by thinking of someone doesn’t even miss me. oh well…

went prawning with val & xin rong. it was a miserable one. because i caught 5 prawns, xin rong accidentally let go 1 of the prawn, and we had less than 10 prawns. crap. and there is this group of guys, they prawn like nobody’s business. how wish i can prawn like them. duh.

i missed him. and i missed him a lot out of the blue. i wondered if i should just give him a msg. but my brain told me not to though my heart wants to. though he said nasty things to me, wanting me to back off… a part of me still – stays at where i used to be… sometimes i wished he would call me or sms me, but a part of me knows very well that it would never happen. my sister say i was on drugs that’s why i am thinking of him, and partly because she didn’t go out with me. oh well.. i misses him so much because we haven’t meet for 3 weeks and he’s ignoring me. that makes me upset. i tried my best not to blog my feelings about this, but i just can’t help it. i wished. i hope. no, i can’t wish or hope. i need to get back to reality. why can’t he realize that i do and really love him lots? but i’m giving him the ‘space’ he wants. i stopped contacting him. sometimes i feel like crying because i misses him so much. but he will just tell me ‘no’. he doesn’t wanna talk to me, because we got nothing to talk about, and he would assume that i will talk about our relationship. can someone help me with this? Gosh, i am drowning in this. =[

Went to watch “Enchanted” with Kane. The movie is rather funny, but too fairytale. aawww. If given the chance, would you wanna live in fairytale world or reality? I would choose fairytales. ok, this proves that i have no childhood. Mama doesn’t read bedtime story to me or buy me fairytale storybooks. I don’t even have barbie dolls to play with! humph. the movie was like a combination of different fairytales and this is the result -> Enchanted. It feels like i’m watching “Snow white and the seven drawfs” and then suddenly “Cinderella”. LoL. anyhows, the night out with him is purely L-A-M-E. we walked from The Cathay -> Selegie -> Bugis. Alright, that wasn’t our plan. But, yeah. Crapping around as usual, and he say i was irritating. LOL. oh well. what to do? after the show, i managed to catch the last bus home. But, i was really shocked to know he’s OLDER than me because the people he hanged out with was YOUNGER than him. LoL. i have this impression that he might wanna know KERINE too. =]

how does it feels like going to go the toilet for at least 6 times a day? Gosh, it feels like i m going FLAT. i wondered how come my stomach has so much to give out. Ha. damn chiam. when i looked at the previous med, it’s was exactly 26th that i went to the doc for the same problem. So what now? I’m going to have the same problem every 26th of the month? Someone PLEASE save me!!!

went to MOS on Saturday. yes, again. this time round with Peili, Lao Pa, Kuan Chong, his gf and 2 other friends. and of cos, i must admit that i DON’T LIKE kuan chong‘s guy fren. Because:

1) He HIT my head so hard. it just makes me DON’T LIKE him
2) He pinched me. i don’t know i know him well enough that he can pinch me.

alright. he tried to apologized, but still. don’t like means don’t like. And, i think that the guys who actually grabbed me was a little too despo. Perhaps, was very despo. and we are trying to get rid of some irritating guys, but they just keep coming back. and i believe, Peili was high. i kept dragging her, she kept going back. =.= anyhows, i do enjoy myself. and gotta know 2 more new friends. oh yes, it’s so fun la! i love rock & roll!

Say Hi to my new baby. Nokia 6500 Slide. I went to get my new phone today. Because i thought the promotion end today, but the promotion is only for people who goes to Ngee Ann City. Nevermind, I upgraded my hp plan to iTwo Plus, means i got 700 minutes talk time, and free incoming call all day and still 500 free sms. =_= so i only need to pay $48 for this phone. and i thought my phone was spoiled because it couldn’t detect the 1GB memory card. =X paranoid. lol. oh well, i have to explore my hp and, i seriously think it’s a beauty. =D and i passed my N73 to my little sister. Hope that will make her a little happier since it’s A LOT BETTER than her previous old school hp. LOL.

i’m the spoke person for Nokia. But, i m not paid to do so. =[

taking pictures in toilet is a MUST. lol

Went to MOS with Valerie on Friday. Just went there for some fun since she has got membership and i can go in for free. LOL. we went in to Pure Room to take pictures before heading to R&B, Smoove, for some action. It’s so crowded there till we have got nowhere to stay. and people just keep coming in. =[ and we stand on the Platform to avoid the crowd and there is this girl who got herself damn high, was dancing so aggressively till she kept knocking onto us. =[ and then she finally went down. and we have some space for ourselves until some guys came up too. After MOS we went to LUnar to look for her cousin. ok, that’s the kind of place i don’t really wanna go. and by the time i reached home, it’s 4a.m. and yes, i was late for work. =[