ok, maybe i should really stop my depression for now. thinking on the bright side:

1) i’m going to have sushi for dinner this friday with my sister
2) i’m going for Randy’s wedding at Sentosa this saturday (and i’m gonna see quite a number of people there)
3) celebrating Marcus’s bday this sunday.

Gosh, it looks like i’m packed. but there are stuffs that dim out my bright side:

1) majority is because of him, of cos
2) Jay chou’s concert tickets for both 18th and 19th Jan’08 is SOLD OUT (is there anything more exaggerate than this? it’s more than 2 months from now to the concert!)
3) working on a public holiday, Deepavali, (this makes me even more depressing. because i wanna go PARTY with my friends on WEDNESDAY.)

Can someone help me out of this depression? I think only he can. =[

I’m so happy can? Because he’s meeting me tomorrow! it brighten up my depressing days. =]]

ok, did i mentioned that i watched “The Game Plan” on Sunday with Shaiful? I must have forgotten about this movie (it doesn’t mean that i forget about you dude. because i still SEE you around. LOL). Anyways, the movie is rather funny and touching at times. Worth watching. =]

ok, i must have this monday blues thingy that i actually went drinking with li and her colleagues. went to a pub (Rab Pub) at boat quay last night. and her colleagues are such funny people to hang out with. though, i can’t really remember their names. haha. i’m such a lousy drinker, 2 bottles of beer can make me drunk. not immediately, but slowly.. den Jeremy came down to send me home. “hello drunkard”, that’s what he said me to me. but anyways, thanks dude.

I think i must be crazy to sms JJ stupid stuffs. =.= i was pretty upset that he put me aside when i was the one who asked him 1st if he can acc me go eat yu pian tang. he agreed and i was so happy. because each time i asked him, he rejected me. but then at about 8:30p.m, he smsed me to tell me that he’s going to play number ball with his colleagues so he’s not meeting me anymore. that upsets me. thus, i went drinking. and he only got home like 5a.m… =[

what makes it worse was that i forgot that i took medicine, and i had beer. so, there is a sharp pain at my heart that makes me unable to sleep or rest.. =[ maybe i shd stop being so forgetful.. oh well.. we are just 5 very sadded-ed ladies.

i’m drunk on the inside though i looked sober on the outside. so drunk.