sisters outing!

Went out with my sisters after work today. Went to have sushi at Heeren’s Sakae Sushi. And we had a fun time interacting with each other. Crapping around seems to be so fun. Then we went to Dan Ryan’s. Because we realised we haven’t been there for so long since my elder sister stopped working there. Had a bottle of beer (corona). That’s fine. 1 bottle is fine. 2 bottles is a little too much. =] So here am i sitting in front of my laptop, blogging. =D It’s Randy‘s wedding tomorrow. And i’m so excited about it. And what am i doing tml? i’m not sure about that part.

After talking to Shaiful last night, i felt a little better. But once i reached home, laid down on my bed. he came into my mind again. and i have another sleepless night. Only managed to fall aslp this morning, den i have to wake up again. aaarrrggghhh. i know if i wanna move on, i need to get him out of my mind. i know i have to do that. Don’t talk about it. I love him so much, care for him more than i care for myself. But what i got back for myself, is all these shit. and of cos if i can’t be compared to his friends, his colleagues or his sister. then we shouldn’t be together at all. because that is a waste of our time. my energy, my effort, and my time. it suck the big time. but he will realized it soon. he has been too selfish and self centered.