depressed

i have success in making myself even more depressed.

by sms-ing him if he’s gonna celebrate my birthday. and then he still say ‘see how first’ when i asked him if he’s gonna spend the whole day with me because he took leave that day. i feel so depressed… i shouldn’t have msg him.

i shouldn’t have msg him. because he don’t reply me anymore after i asked him if he’s gonna spend the whole day with me since he took leave. he’s not interested in celebrating my birthday with me. why did i wanna celebrate with him so much? he can reply “…..so bad la. late..” to me when i just msg him “u….”… he replied to the wrong person. another girl. i know.