tell me how many bastards do i have to meet before meeting the right one? i really can’t stand this anymore, nor can i sit still.
i was left broken hearted last night. Called my sister and she came down to look for me. Took me to Brewerkz at National Stadium. It’s LINKIN PARK concert last night! Why am i so broke and broken? The last song for the concert was “In the end”. It’s so happening, seeing all these concert goers coming out of the stadium looking so tired. Haha. Wished i was at the concert. Should have asked my sister & her bf if they are interested in going. Argh, i’m so angry with myself. What am i thinking actually? I’m being hurt so badly, and my mind is still filled up with lots of questions. sister says, it’s no big deal. I wished it’s really no big deal, and he sounded no big deal. he was toying with my feelings. of course it’s no big deal to him. why took leave on my birthday when you’re NOT interested in celebrating my bday with me? if you choose to disappear from my life, then please make sure you dun re-surface again. i want my life back. i really need my life back.
Listen to my heart beat 