I found all these in my tibbit drawer. =X
my flowers. =]
and the present Bernice bought for me from States. My new pet. =.=
sushi!
i was waiting for the whole day for his sms to wish me “Happy Birthday”. but, that’s not gonna happen because my birthday is over now. looks like he has totally forgotten about me. right. i should have done so. but, i was still looking forward to spend my birthday with him. sometimes i wished he would give me a little attention but, it just pisses me off when he kept saying “bye bye bye” to me. no point talking about it because thinking of it makes me sad. really. be strong babe.
a lot people wishes me”Happy Birthday” today. unexpected people. ahaha. oh well. that makes me happier. i found 3 packets of oreo cookie, 2 packets of green tea, 2 kokocrunch on my table as well as in my bag. LOL. i wondered who put it on my table. hmmm… and i received vitagen from ah tui. LOL. and i received flowers from Priscilla and Aunty Dorcas. =] Shall post up more pictures tml. because i forget to take a pic of my flowers. =[
It’s my birthday today! and i’m so happy. because i spend the 1st minute in my workplace; helping out out with the decorations for Christmas. LOL. it’s well spent huh? And i was surprised when Jasmine played on Keyboard “Happy birthday” song for me. I’m so touched can? 1st time ever. Hahaha. I didn’t even realised she went to on the Keyboard power. hmmm. anyways, i’m so happy. As usual, Hunnie called me. and sang me a “Happy Birthday” (that i’m born in a zoo) song. LOL. lame. and of cos, that Stanley Poh… he just has to add in the “aunty” word while wishing me “Happy Birthday”… =.= and Sze Tien smsed me “Happy Birthday”. =D It really makes me happy. I was looking forward to spend my birthday with someone special, but i guess that “someone special” just has to make me disappointed. but it’s ok, because… he’s not the only person who can make me happy. I just, hate him too much. that i don’t even wanna remain friend with him. Really. So determined. =D please feel happy for me yeh? HAhaha. lame. and i had A PACKET OF OREO COOKIE, A PACKET OF GREEN TEA and ONE SMALL BOX OF KOKOCRUNCH popping on my table today. Isn’t it WEIRD? suspicious. hmmm… alright, i need to head to bed soon. it’s getting LATE. gosh. Nitey world.
the new “terrorist” is in BMI! gosh. beware of her, otherwise the next one to die will be you.
it’s the first day of the guitar school holiday program. but it’s enough to drive me and Jordan crazy. with all that noise from the students, shouting from the parents… it’s enough to drive me crazy.. it feels like i’m in a wet market. =.=||| gosh, can’t these people behave themselves or at least talk softer lah. it’s enclosed area. duh. and i went to meet Shaiful and his fren for dinner. and i didn’t talk much.. i guess i wasn’t in the mood to talk. and i’m so angry. pissed off with certain things. duh. ok, relax babe… birthday is coming. it’s no use to angry over such asshole when he’s so fu*king not helpful though he say he would “help”. the most “helpful” person i have ever met. i think a dumbass will be even more useful than him. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. whatever.
it’s my little sister’s first day at work. though she worked for 2 hours at Funan IT mall, but it’s still an achievement. =] and then she came to my workplace to wait for me. and then we walked to Duxton road to meet our Jie. and then we went to Selegie Road’s TCC to have dinner. Gosh, we’re damn full lah. had 2 chilli beef soup… OMG. =] and then she send us home. feel so happy. =] see, i love my sisters.
Then it’s cake cutting time! =] and mama told me she used her lunch time to buy the birthday cake for me. along with her 2 other colleagues because her colleague drove her there. i’m so touched lah. =]
yes, it’s Happy Advance Birthday to me again! heh. It’s MY FIRST birthday cake from my family loh. and of cos, it makes me super happy although not everyone came out to celebrate with me. =]
me cutting the cake! and a wish~~~
and, yes… after washing my hair and styling the hair myself… this is how i look
my 1st birthday cake of the year! Happy advance Birthday to ME!
so tired even though i went to bed at 1plus a.m last night. i’ve no idea why… maybe because, it’s too early? LOL. and i went home to sleep till about 8plus and then went to meet Lawrence (not from my sec sch.) at city hall.. i had my present, birthday and birthday treat! LOL. and then i went to the usual prawning place and feel so cheated lah. they finished prawning and was playing number ball. waste my money take cab just to watch them play. nvm.. =.= i’m so sleepy now can? but i’ve to wait for my hair to dry. gosh.
so nice of Ms Lee to send me a birthday greeting card every year for my birthday! she’s my secondary school teacher and she teaches geography. and, she didn’t really teach me during the secondary school days. but she’s like a big sister to me! =] *sweet*
My little sister is so sweet. Because she got me a birthday card and my Elmo year planner. =] I’m so touched. The first birthday present i received from her. and, i acc her to TCC for the interview today. and mine, suck. =[
Finally went perming today. Have been trying to get to Rebecca for AGES and she only called me back like today in the late afternoon after i have decided to meet my little sister to go town watch movie. =X so angry with her. so i went to Jing Shen’s hse to do my hair. the price is reasonable and it’s really good.. i quite like it. to be honest, i was rather scare that it might not turn out the way i want it. Had my hair dye and highlight. It’s kinda different from my “Usual” look. hahaha. =] will take more pictures tml i guess? alright, after waking so early tonight… i decided to retreat onto my bed early. Ciao.
Went to Dempsey road’s Ben & Jerry again. This time it’s with Wei Kang. because he owed me the ice cream for a very LONG time. =] We didn’t go clubbing because he say he’s tired, thus we sat around chit chatting and time passes very fast. Gosh, eating ice cream makes me high lah. HAHA. and i love my waffle! because it has whipped cream, cookies & cream ice cream, maple syrup and M&N chocolate as the topping! have a fun time eating ice cream. =] And he wished me advance”Happy Birthday” can? LOL. oh well. it’s just so fun to walk there and have ice cream. and yes, the company and the stars in the sky too.
tell me how many bastards do i have to meet before meeting the right one? i really can’t stand this anymore, nor can i sit still.
i was left broken hearted last night. Called my sister and she came down to look for me. Took me to Brewerkz at National Stadium. It’s LINKIN PARK concert last night! Why am i so broke and broken? The last song for the concert was “In the end”. It’s so happening, seeing all these concert goers coming out of the stadium looking so tired. Haha. Wished i was at the concert. Should have asked my sister & her bf if they are interested in going. Argh, i’m so angry with myself. What am i thinking actually? I’m being hurt so badly, and my mind is still filled up with lots of questions. sister says, it’s no big deal. I wished it’s really no big deal, and he sounded no big deal. he was toying with my feelings. of course it’s no big deal to him. why took leave on my birthday when you’re NOT interested in celebrating my bday with me? if you choose to disappear from my life, then please make sure you dun re-surface again. i want my life back. i really need my life back.
Listen to my heart beat 