loneliness

Christmas is finally around the corner. And i have this sudden feeling of loneliness because my heart was broken on this day last year and my heart was broken again this year. i wondered why. it seems like, there is no Public Holiday i’m spending with someone i love. i wondered why. Is this a curse? How i wished i could spend my Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year, Valentine’s Day and other important day with the same ONE AND ONLY person – that would be my boyfriend (hey, i ain’t referring to the PREVIOUS bf). But this is also something that’s difficult to achieve. Somehow i know i will achieve it someday. And sometimes talking to Andre and Stanley Poh makes me realized i have not seek God for a long time. That was why i’m still lost in the outer space. It’s so easy to start a relationship, but so hard to maintain one.

After Christmas is over, a brand NEW YEAR will be here and then it’s time to reflect on what you have achieved during the year 2007 and your new year resolution for 2008. As i look back on this year, i haven’t been achieving much in terms of work and in other aspect. I had my fun and enough of heartbreaking stuffs, then it’s time to move on to a new year, with new resolution, new plan, new life. =] Experience would have tell you more than what you think you have already knew. God will let me know what He has in plan for me.