miss

i asked “will you go out with me if i ask you?” he didn’t reply me for a long time so i thought he won’t reply me anymore. but he did. after a long time. and he would, when he’s free. but i doubt that’s gonna happen. it makes me happy though. but of cos, i will never put hope in this ever again. as much as i wanna see him, but.. i don’t wanna get myself upset again. but then again, i wish this day will be soon. =|