TOTO?

that 10 million buck TOTO, doesn’t belong to me. sad-ed. nevertheless, i have expected that. each set of nos, i only got 1 or 2, that’s it. in life, this is what we call gamble. like what christina always say, got buy got hope. no buy no hope. at least we had a little hope. hahaha.

quarreled. i think that the usual stuff. and people says, both of us are testing each other’s patience. perhaps. why can’t i throw a little temper? why must he get angry when i m angry? why must he get angry over small things and i must let him be? sometimes such r/s is stupid. Hey you, BE THE MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING. but apparently, he doesn’t and won’t listen to me… simply because he don’t love me as much. he thinks it’s ok to treat me the way he’s treating me now, bcos i love him so… and the fact that i will initiative to talk to him. because that’s always the case. not now. human changes. stop talking about him. he never talks abt anything. he got his pride to look after. i can see how much you loved her. and i really can see how much you love me. your love for me is so ‘strong’ until “break up” was often mentioned. finished. i’m done here. hurt enough. cry enough. emo enough. enough is enough. if you wanna leave, leave completely. leave with no trace.

met up with shaiful and pom today. me, peili, sikai, shaiful and pom had dinner at Siam Thai at JP. and we were sitting at for a long time crapping… and then headed home after that. and here i am sitting in front of my laptop. feeling emo again. zzzzz