upset.

it’s my first day at work. and i was so unlucky till my heels BROKE early in the morning while i was making my way to PeiYun‘s hse. =.= and what worse is, she forgot to bring a pair down. and i have walk like a limb person. until i finish work. OMG. lucky i got a pair of hello kitty slipper for the day. =| and lunch, i have no appetite. =[

Lunch: burger suck + emo = hungry
Dinner: noodle salty + aunty’s deaf after repeating TWICE i wan tom yum ban mian + angry = hungry

i don’t know if what i did is right. i promised to leave him alone for a week so that he will not break up with me over small matters. it seems like this whole week gonna be like forever. at the same time, this r/s is getting ridiculous. he knows i misses him so much, how to i bear a week not seeing, not contacting him? people asked me if he really loves me. because if he does, he would wanna see me, wanna talk to me every moment… wanna do everything together. but that was not the case. he said his aunt knows that i went up to his house last week and create a ‘scene’ there. what did i do? i merely stand outside his house for 15 mins, called him, sms him and knock on the door 3 times and left. think about it, it’s stupid. hahaha. some times human gotta do stupid stuffs lidat to realize and never make the same mistake again.

since last wed till now, i am feeling down, upset, miserable… but he wasn’t by my side.. all he knows was to be mad at me. and because of me, i spoiled the fun on sat. otherwise everything is perfectly ok. attended someone’s bday, but i went off without saying goodbye. i feel so bad. lucky, that guy is a good guy. =]

i called him during lunch time, just to ask him don’t do this thing to me anymore. because i seriously can’t take it anymore. really. the one week while not contacting him, many things can happen. and i can only imagine the worse.