missing…

i don’t want to feel unwanted or unimportant to him. but this is how i feel for the past few days for not contacting him. i dun wanna feel this way. but he’s not making me feel good. what should i do? because i really miss him a lot. really. i’m so scare of getting hurt again.. should i just let it go?

when i told shaiful that me n him got back together… he was shocked.. and he doesn’t wanna talk anymore.. because he scared he might bad mouth about him because he hurt me so deep previously. =[