it feels like i m going to explode again. suddenly feel so emo. that’s y i hate to be alone. that’s y i hate to be at home. i hate to cry. it shows that i’m weak. it gives ppl like him a chance to hurt me again. i wished i can be heartless. heartless like him. i wished… but i highly doubt that i can be heartless like him. i thought i can handle me myself. it seems like, i do need people by my side. i really need.

Meet up with eve and stead for dinner. wanted to have kfc for dinner but because my hand hurts, so we gave it a pass. sorry people. and then after dinner we went smoking and chatting until 12mn. till i meet up with slash for some ass kicking movie. ok, it’s exaggerating la. hahaha.

went to watch “Step Up 2, The Streets“. finally i would say. it’s kinda cool. =] but i would still prefer the 1st. of cos, because there is this handsome guy named Channing Tatum. =X but he only made the first appearance when the movie started and then subsequently, the movie concentrates on ANdie and Chase and their crew. it’s really kinda impressive. i mean, can you dance like them?

after the movie, i went down to liquid again. to talk to stead. yup. it’s so tiring. and realising my money is running dry. sigh. i need to look for a job soon. stop being lazy or should i say, STOP GIVING excuses? hahaha.