emo

it feels like i m going to explode again. suddenly feel so emo. that’s y i hate to be alone. that’s y i hate to be at home. i hate to cry. it shows that i’m weak. it gives ppl like him a chance to hurt me again. i wished i can be heartless. heartless like him. i wished… but i highly doubt that i can be heartless like him. i thought i can handle me myself. it seems like, i do need people by my side. i really need.