wedding!!

and my little finger hurts even more today. because while playing pool, i accidentally bend it. it’s freaking pain ok? maybe i should go and see a doc. because it’s almost a week already and it’s not recovering. see the blood cot (the dark dark area on my little finger is the blood cot)? it’s really painful because i can’t even bend my finger to tie a ribbon. u know how irritating it is? especially i have a lot of clothes with ribbon. zzzzz ='[

There are some things i wished it will remained unsaid. I don’t know if i m glad to know the truth and everything that happened after, but at least people never fails to let me know the kind of person he really is. And it really doesn’t feel good to know about those things, because it hurts. but i know time will heal the pain. so i must be strong. and friends, i know i will need your support. at least, i stopped ‘pestering’ him immediately after i went to look for him and i realized everything except him matters to me.. and i’m glad no matter what, my good friends are always with me. thanks. for those i have neglected, i’m really sorry. am not really in a good mood to care for others like i used to, but now, i am me. i know i will be emo for a few more times, i know i will still think of the hurt that he gave me, i know i will still cry when i talked about it but this is the process of breaking up i supposed? this will make me a stronger person, and i know i’ll meet my mr. right soon. i know i will. and before that happens, i know i will survive without a boyfriend. i don’t think it’s a necessary for me. getting a boyfriend is a plus to your life, not having one doesn’t mean your life is very incomplete. agree?

Anyways, went down to Liquid today. i mean on sunday. because both me and peili feel like drinking. and of cos, i always control myself because peili doesn’t and i only feel like drinking a little. kai went with us. but he was busy talking to ivan and his da jie while me and peili entertained ourselves, zi high-ing. that’s what we are good at. Haha. it’s been a long time since i sang at a KTV pub even though i have been going there like almost every other days… Ha~! Peili got herself drunk… and i had to entertain myself by playing pool with strangers who are like, pests because they are drunk themselves. ya. whatever it is, the next time i will control the drinking part. No drunkards allow babe. =]

oops, u caught me smoking~~

i went to the bridal shop with my sis on Saturday, to help her choose her gowns for her wedding coming up in May. Yes, my sister is getting married!! =] am looking forward to this happy occasion. and then mahjong at night! yup. and i won some money. ho ho ho. luck is coming back to me. what can i say? i won the last round with 4 tais zi mo! hahahahaha. ok, i’m getting crazy over here.. isn’t my sister beautiful? she’ll will even more beautiful with her make up and everything on. =] can u feel my excitement?