death

Was supposed to meet stead for some singing session + dinner but then suddenly she say she’s gonna meet someone to pass that someone something and plus because she’s broke. i was kinda disappointed because i wanna go singing!! at about 9plus jiabao smsed me and say i didn’t jio him go singing and i went to join them at Chervons instead. =] Singing makes me happy. Haha. Chang yuan, Jonathan and Lao Pa was there as well. had so much fun singing. and then chang yuan send us back. =] and here i am, sitting here, blogging. =]

i received news that my grandma passed away this morning. this news is very upsetting. this grandma who passed away is my father’s real mother. and now, i left with 2 grandmas. this is so scary. because death is always so sudden. and once again, i was reminded that he’s no longer here with me.

would someone stay by my side please.

i want to know
know that you love me as well.
i want to know
know that you are willing to go thru everything with me.
but i know
it’s impossible now.