It was Teck Yong‘s bday last saturday. So we had a little celebration.

First we went to have steamboat at CHong Qing.
Then we went to Paradise Centre to play pool.
Then we went to have Long John Silver at Cineleisure because i was hungry.
Finally, we went for our singing session at Kbox!

We sung all the way till almost 6am. But Jon went home first because he’s very tired and he can’t tahan until then.

And yes, you can imagine my laziness without me saying anything. Have been wanting to update my blog. But i was so tired. I’m lacking of sleep. Haha!

ANyways, i went to meet with up with Kai, Yan ling, Pamela, Jonathan & Sebast on sunday. I was watching my H.K series when i received SMS from Kai. Oh well, i was feeling lazy to step out of my house.. but i did it anyways. Just meet up for some crapping session. Went to Haji Lane to have dinner and yes, Sesha. Smoking is not my cup of tea, because i always got choked from smoking. Anyways, i have FINALLY went to Mustafa~! HooraaY!! Haha. Am i like a small kid? Oh well…

Working is slacking for me this week. Because for the past 2 days i have been doing nothing but slacking. Haha. Imagine me falling asleep when the person was teaching me something? Oh well, boring talks. Lucky for me, i DON’T have to work on weekends! *open champagne~* And, i will start picking up calls on Thursday. How exciting. =.= i’m so fake.

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Day 5

nothing much. because i spent my day sleeping away. =| and i’m freaking BORED. waste of my friday at home. hOLY COW.

Day 3

training is getting real fun because there is practical. And, of cos working in an established company means u get to learn more stuffs. We have to reply the emails that our trainer has sent us on Tuesday in the morning, and then in the afternoon we got the chance to play around with the web cam after some theory lesson. Me and Pei Wen grabbed the latest Live! Cam Optia AF. And then we are having fun taking pictures with effects. Testing the sound effect. And seriously, duck can’t speak in a fast manner. It’s a 2MP web cam and it’s very clear on the opposite end if you don’t move that much because it has got the auto focus image function. And of cos, it comes with a great price. =]

After work, i went to town supposedly to have dinner with kai. And, i’m so happy to bump into Ying Ying, who is a student in BMI. =] it’s been a long time. And got to know that she’s married and is working at NUS as administrator. And, she’s only 26 years old. Standing beside her, i realized how short i really am. Holy cow. And then i had dinner with her since she’s alone and kai was still on his way. We went to Partyworld for some singing session before heading to St James. What a night. It was rather boring. Because, no alcohol for me as my body is in the itchy mode and no dancing because everyone’s hooked on 5 10. LOL. And we only left the place at 3am. =|

me, yu ting, yan ling and hui min

and with kai.

Day 4

i’m feeling so sleepy la. lacked of sleep. LOL. Had breakfast at the canteen. And Marcus almost went into the LADIES. LOL. he’s lucky that noone was inside. but still managed to keep myself awake during the training. and Pei Wen was literally sleeping when the trainer was talking about the speaker decoder today. And that can make me sleep too. And then we had a little break because we were so tired. And then lunch. and then the trainer talks about the sound card. And i grabbed the 7.1 speakers. LOL. Holy cow. It’s really a damn good listening experience lo. cos it’s SURROUND sound. LOL. And then went home after working because apparently everyone is working OT today. zzz. and the moment i saw my bed, i fell aslp. HA! You can imagine the tiredness in me.

it’s VERY IRRITATING when people couldn’t look for Stead THEN they will look for me and ask me where is she or is she angry with that particular person or what’s happening to her. zzzz. HELLO~ do i look like her nanny or something? We are close but it doesn’t mean i know her whereabouts. And, she doesn’t even reply me. SO, WAKE UP YOUR IDEA MAN. zzzz. These people really pissed me off. And i wish you can be more responsive to these people so they will leave me alone. because it’s really very irritating with these people coming to me as if i know your whereabout and what’s happening to you blah blah blah. and people, PLEASE stop treating me as if i’m her shadow. I’m NOT her shadow. She doesn’t even ask me out, or bother to contact or reply me. Ask me if she’s busy? Only God knows what she’s doing. and PLEASE, i’m NOT God so QUIT asking me stupid questions like WHERE is she, HOW is she, WHAT is she doing, WHY is she not replying. You wanna know everything about her, wait for her freaking reply then. If you can’t wait, den don’t bother to even start smsing her.

and so, i think i m heading to bed soon. because my eyes couldn’t remain open. =[ nitey world~!

Been so tired these few days. because i’m lacking of sleep. Poor me. *pat myself* Anyways, let me update my Day 1 and Day 2 in Creative.

Day 1
Received some sms from some friends wishing me luck for my first day of work. This makes me happy~! =] Orientation by the HR department. And yes, orientation itself is very boring. Having 19 other people sitting in the same meeting room listening to presentation by four presenters for 2.5 hrs and having nothing much to eat during lunch time. (Creative is providing trial lunch for the company. And each department have the trial lunch on different day. My department will be on FRIDAY. So i get to eat the SAME buffet lunch again on Friday. Making sure this time, i have curry chicken to eat. LOL). After lunch, we went back to the same meeting room to wait for our department admin to ‘welcome’ us. Duh. So we were brought to our department and start the training for the day. And gosh, i was so sleepy till i fell asleep. =] So i went to the washroom, squat for there for 5 mins and got up when someone came in. Haha. then i’m ‘sober’ for the rest of the time till i finishes work.

After work i met up with Evelyn, Christina and her friends for dinner at JP. Had KFC with them and then went to meet Dennis for dinner part 2. Gosh, went to have sushi! and i only had sashimi because i had my dinner part 1 before that. After dinner, i went to Dragonfly (c’mon la, i was still suffering from monday blues, because i’m lacking of sleep!). And i saw Sebastien from the Singapore Idol performing there. And…. i was shocked. And headed home to sleep.

Introducing Dennis‘s Monkey, Ah Seng to you. Isn’t he CUTE?


Day 2
I timed in two minutes late, thinking i can time in on other levels as well. But alas, hell no. I gotta time in before i go up to my department. Imagine i have to take the lift down and up again. Embarrassing. LOL. And the worse part is, i got myself ‘LOST’ not remembering where the hell is my department. And so far, i haven’t see ANY cute guys yet. And even if i did, he’s not from my department. =[ So far, today’s training is playing around with Creative’s MP3 to know their functions and how to troubleshoot them should any problem occurred. Had lunch with the people i’m having training with namely Shaw, Marcus, Pei Wen and another guy whose name i couldn’t remember. And it’s funny teasing him (the guy whose name i couldn’t remember. for MY convenience sake maybe i call him IA2 because Pei Wen is IA1 (internship)). The staff canteen is located on the 7th floor, and IA2 says it’s better for us to go to the toilet UPSTAIRS and level 7 is a rooftop canteen.. Haha! Then more training after lunch. We are learning to reply long winded emails. Gosh. Then headed home and fell aslp until 11plus. I wondered how am i gonna sleep later?

So tired! Just got home from dinner and some beer at NP Alumni. =]

I’m thrilled because i’m starting work tomorrow~! How exciting. LOL. And shit because i forgot to take my passport size photo. Gosh, i’m dead.

Helped my neighbor to convey message to the 6 china workers whom he rented his room to. That took me almost an hour. Free labor. Imagine 6 of them squeezing in a small room. That’s so uncomfortable man. And I was supposed to meet Dennis for dinner at 6p.m lo. So i ended up meeting him at almost 7p.m. Went to Bukit Timah to have dinner after that we went to Halo Pub at NP Alumni. And the beer there are DAMN cheap.

I guess i’m going to bed now. To prepare myself for the battle tomorrow. So many things to learn. And i have to reach the place like 8.30a.m tomorrow. I’m afraid i might overslept. Hopefully not. =]

Good luck to me people~ =]

Just reached home.

Went to town to meet Kai and Brendon for dinner and then we head to Partyworld for some singing session. Everyone got so high. Imagine us singing 一眼顺间for like 5-6 times? LOL. Finally got to see that chicken rice guy kai always mentioned. LOL.

Drink quite a lot today. Don’t know why. Played truth or dare (but we only play truth) with Brendon, Yu Ji, Yan ling and Kai. LOL. Because i don’t know them well, so i don’t really have much questions to ask. Aawwww. Then i went to play scissor, paper, stone with Jive. That means i drank a lot today. LOL. so actually while writing this blog, i’m getting high already. LOL. Then i made a new friend, Dennis. And he sent me & Stead home. HAhaha.

So actually it’s time for me to slp. Because high = Slp. =|

LOUSY!

I finally went to sign my Letter of Appointment with Creative today! I was supposed to go in the morning but i couldn’t hear my alarm ringing and so i ended up waking up at 11plus. So i tried calling the person and couldn’t get to her so i emailed her instead. But i still don’t think i’m safe enough so i tried calling again and i got thru! I was actually scared that they might change their mind about employing me. So i have to report to work at 8.30am – 7p.m on Monday. Gosh, it’s gonna be a long day, so i must be prepared. Sleep early! As if only lah. LOL.

Then i went to POSB to replace my ATM card because i misplaced it somewhere in my house and have to pay $5 for that. That’s the result of being absent minded. =| Then i bought tutu & bubble tea for myself because i was so hungry. And headed back home to wait for Evelyn to finish work because we are supposed to meet for dinner today. And Stead was supposed to join us for dinner, but she always went ahead to have dinner. zzz. then why agree in the first place? Duh. Humans are pretty strange.

Anyways, we cleared the misunderstanding regarding last night. The one i thought she came to join us because of Jive. Perhaps i was thinking a little too much. But i can’t help thinking that way, because she only wanna join us after Jive told her Kavin saw me at BQ and not when i asked her. And the reason why we ended up joining the guys was because Jive told her to ask us go. Oh well…

Then i went to meet Evelyn for dinner at Gek Poh opposite my house because i was too lazy to go elsewhere. Went to have KFC. And she’s having gastric flu lo. OmG. I realized, sick people always go against the what-they-shouldn’t-eat. LOL. I am like this too. So, i can’t stop her. Hahaha. It’s been a long time since we had that anyways. I fell aslp while waiting for her to finish work. And by the time she called me was already almost 8p.m then i realized my stomach is calling for food. Chatted with her for awhile and headed home. =] Yup. And so here i am sitting here blogging. LOL. And i am feeling sleepy now. Maybe i might head to bed early. Who knows? Hohoho.

Just reached home, not long ago.

Went to meet Stead at J.E to pass her my old lousy laptop, thinking we are having DINNER together. Only to realized, she had dinner with her friend already. And she can tell me: I tell you meet you at J.E but never say we are going to have dinner together. *grabbed a pool cue and break it into halves* bloody hell. If i know i’m just gonna pass her laptop, i would have ask her to drop my hse instead of me going there to know that i have to eat ALONE. this is a waste of my trip.

Then hunnie called me asked me to go down to JTL, and so i went down to meet her. Bumped into Cheryl (if i got her name correctly), a student at Believer Music. Chatted a little and she went off to take train home (she’s staying at Jurong as well.) and me continue to wait for Hunnie. Saw moh peng uncle there. and then i had beef hor fun + chicken wings, his treat! And i can tell you i was very hungry earlier on lah. Because i only woke up officially at 5plus and didn’t had anything. Thanks to my beloved Stead. zzzz. We were having fun there playing pool and crapping with moh peng uncle. Stead didn’t wanna join us initially, but then she changed her mind and took a cab down. With her around, you can NEVER go home before 12mn. NEVER. Stead saw her ex bf’s wife and chatted. When ‘we’ are bidding farewell, i realized i don’t fucking existed at all. Because they only say bye to Stead and Hunnie, and i was being ignored because they did not react to my ‘Bye’ at all. WTF. Try explaining to me huh. What? i’m not there again is it? After JTL, Stead wants to go Liquid because Jive and Kavin was there. And i bumped into Kavin when me & hunnie was on our way to JTL. I asked her if she’s going to look for them, she say no but we ended up going to Liquid, which is what i have expected. So i wondered if she really came down to join us, or her main purpose is join them because it’s only after Jive told her that Kavin saw me then she wants to come down and partly because she’s alone at home. Whatever it is… whatever. And i wasn’t very pleased about certain stuffs she said. Forget it, it will only make me look petty on the outside. Which i’m not.

What i can say is, different people have their own thinking and their way of handling things, you can’t input your thinking onto others. Because that will make them you.

Dear friends,

i got a JOB!!! at Creative Technology as customer care advisor!! OMG. how exciting? i’m starting work next monday!!!!!!!!

OMG. i can’t sleep now. i mean for now la. OMG!

Just reached home. And feeling damn sleepy lah. LOL.

Woke up at 4plus today because i’m damn tired from lacking of sleep the previous day. And heck care everything else, because i wanna sleep badly! received kai‘s sms and crap a little. and knowing he couldn’t renew his passport because he was LATE to get the queue number. LOL. anyways, so i smsed Teck Yong to ask him if he wants to have dinner with me because i was supposed to meet him yesterday. and who knows this idiot here forgot that he might be playing basketball and so he couldn’t confirm with me. and i was DYING to go out la. So i went to meet kai at the shop yan ling is working at. Crapped a little and then me and him went to have dinner. i literally forgot to ask Teck Yong if he’s eating dinner with me. LOL. but it’s ok, i can always eat again. I had tom yum soup and sambal chicken rice for dinner at 8p.m. and then i had Long John Silver at 10p.m. and then i had cup noodle at 2a.m. yao gui (hungry ghost). Gosh. i ate a lot today huh? Kai and Yan Ling asked me if i wanna go dragonfly with them but because i asked Teck Yong down and he doesn’t wanna go, so i gave it a pass. She even tried to psycho me. haha. Went to play Pool with Teck Yong and laughed so much! because we played till 12plus so we have to take a cab. So he came to my block and i brought my dog down. And then we walked to Pioneer Mall because i feel like eating lah. =X then we walked back because my dog looked desperate. LOL. then we continue crapping at the fitness corner next to my block because it’s damn windy here. that’s why i just reached home lah! not because i went clubbing ok~! hohoho.

Nitey world. it’s time for me to go bed. zzzzzZZZzzZZZZZzzzzz