KCI & JoJo – Crazy

can u imagine i couldn’t get myself to sleep even after lying on my bed for HOURS?

if i’ve an eraser, i would erase you from my mind so i won’t feel so helpless, miserable by just thinking of you.
if i’ve super short term memory, i will just forget about you coming back to me, making me so helpless, miserable by just thinking of you.
if i’m as heartless as you are, i won’t be crying in the middle of the night thinking of the things that you CHOOSE to do to me.
if i can make up my bloody mind, i won’t be thinking of you in the middle of the night and make myself so helpless and miserable.
if i’ve more determination, i would be able to forget about you completely. So i told myself i must move on within 3 weeks. the time frame that i set for myself.

when i looked into the mirror, i don’t see myself anymore.
everyday i’ve to pretend to be happy. cheer MYSELF up.
looking for friends to accompany me out.
now that i realized, i can only be dependent on MYSELF.
What are good friends for?
They are only here to share partying, drinking, pubbing, singing, mahjong-ing in short – FUN and nothing else.

BUT
i don’t wanna think of you in the middle of the night.
i don’t wanna miss you in the middle of the night.
i don’t wanna stay at where i am now.
i don’t wanna let you think that i can’t live w/o you.
i don’t wanna let you think that i’m harboring any thoughts of getting back with you because that would be impossible. Once bitten twice shy. i got bitten twice.

i told myself, it’s because of your laziness and unwillingly-ness that we became what we are now. i only have got myself to blame for trusting that we can last forever. but i know that this is going nowhere too. i need to move on, since you have moved on.

(I don’t know why, what I’m doing what I’m doing)
See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I’ve done that I’ve done
See I’ve known that I’ve been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won’t you stay
If you really love me then why are you leavin me

I can’t think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (crazy baby)
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby (I don’t know
what to do)
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately (crazy, crazy,
crazy)
I’m going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can’t touch you
Crazy, crazy (I’m going crazy) when I can’t hold you
Crazy, crazy, (I’m going crazy) when I can’t see you again
(Said I’m going crazy)

(Said I’m going crazy)
I’ve finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you’re all seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeahhh
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can’t live without you, so don’t run away
Baby you say that you love me, so why’d you leave me, why (why, why, why, why)

I can’t think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby (I’m going crazy)
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you lately (just to think)
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you baby
(I’m goin crazy, I’m going crazy)
I’m going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I’m going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy)when i can’t touch you (I’m going crazy)
Crazy, crazy (crazy, crazy), when I can’t hold you
Crazy, crazy, when I can see again (if I can see you, if I can see you if I can
see you, if I can see you)
If I can see you, if I can see you again
Then I would go, if I could see you again
I’d go craeeae