alone

say about me no more.

i DON’T FUCKING exist in this FUCKING world.

so FUCKING leave me ALONE.

this world is fucking realistic. no one hears ME crying. no one cares about how i feel. no one cares if i’m still alive. NO ONE. the only fucking reason i realized why guys wants to talk to me was because of my GIRLFRIENDS, not because they ‘really want to talk to me’. fuck it. if that’s the fucking case, please get out of my fucking life. i need no such person.

and seriously,
DO I LOOK LIKE I’M FUCKABLE?
DO I LOOK LIKE I FUCK AROUND WITH GUYS?
DO I LOOK LIKE I’M FLIRTABLE?
DO I LOOK LIKE A BITCH?
DO I LOOK LIKE A KIND PERSON?
DO I LOOK LIKE I WILL JUST GIVE AND NEVER TAKE?
DO I LOOK LIKE I WILL STAY WHEREVER I AM NOW FOREVER?
DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED A BOYFRIEND?
DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED A FRIEND???

WHY AM I SO IGNORANCE?
WHY AM I SO STUPID?

WHY CAN’T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND MY NO MEANS NO, DON’T WANT MEANS DON’T WANT?
WHY DOES PEOPLE ALWAYS WANT TO FORCE ME TO DO THINGS THAT I’M NOT WILLING TO DO.
I HAVE MY PHOBIA TOO MAN.

ONLY GOD KNOWS.

AND FUCK. I’M GOING FUCKING CRAZY.