It’s a really BUSY day today man. It’s the Runabout Day today.

My hectic schedule starts as early as 8.30am.

8.30a.m – 10.30a.m – Reached Creative Technology at Internation Business Park to do a test
10.30a.m – 11.00a.m- Had the interview with the person
11.45a.m – 12.10noon – Reached OUB building to GMP recuitment to get the information for afternoon’s interview
12.20noon – 1.30p.m – meet my sister for lunch
1.30p.m – 2.10p.m – Harbour front to meet Fang Chew for lunch
3.30p.m – 5.30p.m – Interview at Hitachi Cables at Lok Yang (Jurong)
6.45p.m – 7.30p.m – Interview at Brooks University at Beach Road
8.00p.m – 12mn – PARTYWORLD time at Orchard
12mn – 3.30a.m – Boat Quay – Access Room, Vogue

This is my schedule for the day. From west to central then back to west then back to central. and this cost me about $10 worth of transportation! Oh gosh. imagine the amount i spent before i get a job? Interviews means you bullshit whatever you can. Imagine i went 3 interviews today until i couldn’t think anymore? And what makes it worse is i lost my way to Hitachi Cables. =[ it looks like every building looks the same.

That MIA guy is back. MIA guy referring to kai. Yes, no doubt. it’s YOU if you are reading. LOL. Went to meet him and his friends, Yu Ji and Yan Lin. Yup, went singing AGAIN. like i just went singing YESTERDAY. Please don’t scold me if i had select too much songs. I just like the feeling of keep selecting the songs without have the prompt “you have reached your limit of 30 songs“. haha. whatever lah. this only proves how much i love singing. but my singing suck. =[ then me & kai went down to BQ to meet Hui Yin. We chatted. Did some catching up. And yes, i just got home not long ago. Holy cow. And i only had 2 hours of sleep last night. And, i think i’m dying lah! Gosh.

kai & yu ji

look at his retarded ghost face. don’t you feel like boxing him??

Ok, what now?

the 4 of us.

he’s SCARED of us. ma chiam (as if)

And once again, his specs is always the center of attraction. LOL.

OMG, i cannot imagine after lying down on my bed for HOURS and i’m still not asleep. What’s happening to my body clock?

I was supposed to have an ‘interview’ at 11am but i had to call the person to shift it to 2pm instead because when she called me, i was still in my lalala land. Ha. Anyways, the so-called ‘interview’ took less than 5 minutes because she already got me a job interview at MDIS on Wednesday. So i only went down to take the information from her. And my hp batt was running low and so happen that Hunnie‘s not working today. So i headed down to her house, to charge my hp and to have lunch. After lunch i went back to her house and yes, you can imagine, i fell aslp. and yes, i think i made Fang Chew mad again. Imagine i was the one who asked him out and i was the one who put him aeroplane again. Really paiseh. MY BAD! But i was so tired to wake up from my sleep. and i saw like 8 Missed Calls from unknown numbers and 7 SMS. Ok, not that bad, maybe i was hoping there is MORE. hahaha.

After that i went down to Partyworld at Taman Jurong to meet Stead, Jon & Teck Yong for some singing session… and there goes my plan for singing on Wednesday? =[

Ok, i think i need to head back to my bed because i have to take a ‘test’ at 8.30am and followed by interview at 10.30a.m at Creative Technology. OMG. I’m wondering what kind of test? Gosh, i’m defeated this time.

Woke up like 4plus in the afternoon and saw teck yong‘s MSN. i was half guilty and half laughing. LOL. Why? Because he got stomach ache after ‘drinking’ the chilli oil from the ma la steamboat. LOL. He kind deserve it la. he knows i’m drinking my chicken soup and he still purposely put the ma la soup into my soup! zzzz. irritating can? And, these people always enjoy disturbing me. What can i say? LOL.

Just reached home from crapping with Teck Yong earlier on somewhere near his block.

Had some potato chips, hello panda & milky chocolate. OMG. this is gonna make me fat. And seriously, i think i’m becoming his accessories stand. because the moment we sat down at the playground, he placed his cap on my head. LOL. and yes, i need the cap badly because i doesn’t have any make up on and i scare i might scare the people away. LOL. chatting makes the time pass very fast. and so i only went home like 12.30mn after going to the toilet at Superbowl. took the last bus, 30, to JP and walked home. i dont have the experience of walking home from JP alone in the middle of the night. and seriously, there is nothing to be scared of. And it took me like 25 mins to walk back. OMG. lucky i have long legs. LOL.

Friday, 11.04.2008

Was very unhappy that Kai did not turn up as promised. And till now, he still didn’t even reply me. so, tell me this is what are friends for huh? HUMPH. and if you are reading my blog, I’M ANGRY WITH YOU! Then, Tianfu smsed me around 6plus 7p.m that he can’t meet me as well because he got something. zzz. Pissed me off. I fell aslp while waiting for their reply ok!

Did some pub hopping. Went to Liquid Gold – dropped by to say “hi” to hunnie‘s friends and stayed there to play some interesting game called “Minimize Your Lost” for about an hour before heading to boat quay to meet Ho san and co. Went to Wild – but we don’t like it. So after drinking a glass we headed to Jiu Tan Lin instead and it’s damn crowded lah. so we had to sit at the bar. and the moment Bala saw me, she say i’m blind and deaf. LOL. whatever lah huh. But Lipeng was angry with us because me & hunnie was sitting outside smoking for too long. and really sorry about that. Will take note of that man. We opened a bottle of Martell.. and it’s like f**king expensive lah. Then we went to O Point to look for Ho San & co again. stayed for awhile and they went back to Wild. Me & Hunnie stayed for awhile, finished the beer and left the place at about 4a.m because she needs to wake up early to go dating with her bf & friends. Then received Tianfu’s sms, so i headed to his house for another drink of beer and chit chatted with him. After that beer, i fell aslp [with me slpg on his bed and he slpg on the floor of cos]. Had a little too much drink lately. Ha.

Today Tianfu send me home after watching some show at his house. And i gotta prepare to get out of my house before 5pm. Haha. Met up with Jonathan, Teck Yong, Yujie & his gf. We went to Tian Tian Steamboat to have our dinner. And then we went to cineleisure for singing time! Had a tough time psycho-ing the couple though. Feel kinda bad for ‘psycho-ing‘ them to Kbox because they were too shy to sing. Stead and Fang Yuh came to join us after Yujie & gf went off. Had fun singing, but we were kinda disappointed when we have to leave at 12.30mn especially because Fang Yuh and Stead just came to join us. =[ Haven’t really sing enough! but am sure there is plenty chances. And then we headed home. Thus i’m sitting in front of my laptop blogging. sighed. it’s so boring to reach home so early la!

woke up in the afternoon today not knowing what to do. tried to find jobs online and see none. but because i realized money is so important, so i’m just gonna pick up whatever job that comes to me. imagine i have $600 worth of hp bill to pay for the past 3 months i owed? Holy cow. it’s killing me. and realizing that i don’t have enough money to pay the bill, i’m dying. it’s gonna get cut off. OH GOSH. can someone help me~~!!

anyways, went to meet my sister and her friends to discuss the details of her wedding. but it seems like a dinner and crapping session to me. nevertheless, i got a free meal. Ha. i m going to think of ideas to sabo my future brother-in-law. LOL. just wait and see man. hohoho.

Dear friends,

Please update my new blog address http://uniquelymade-jaymee.blogspot.com in your blog.

Loves,
Me.

i’m over what happened between me and him. totally. never am i gonna look back.

went for a drink at Club 99 (Tras St) instead of playing mahjong with val & co. it was kinda boring initially because it’s a Thai DIsco kinda place. but after crapping and then R&B music and got a little high, things get better. =] i think i really can’t drink. a little of alcohol makes me high~ anyways, i am hoping that things will get better. =] tianfu smsed me when i thought that me & him are just hi bye friends after that movie. =] don’t know why but i’m kinda happy. perhaps it means i have more friend to talk to. and i know i will get out of my depression soon. =] cheers to me and my friends.

and i love my blogskin! what do you think? HoHO

i think i m getting depression here.

i m shifting out of this blog.

goodbye my friends.

i can’t take it anymore.
not anymore.
i told u not to mess around with my life.
NEVER.

i was pretty much looking forward to spend your bday with you. and once again, i couldn’t.

say about me no more.

i DON’T FUCKING exist in this FUCKING world.

so FUCKING leave me ALONE.

this world is fucking realistic. no one hears ME crying. no one cares about how i feel. no one cares if i’m still alive. NO ONE. the only fucking reason i realized why guys wants to talk to me was because of my GIRLFRIENDS, not because they ‘really want to talk to me’. fuck it. if that’s the fucking case, please get out of my fucking life. i need no such person.

and seriously,
DO I LOOK LIKE I’M FUCKABLE?
DO I LOOK LIKE I FUCK AROUND WITH GUYS?
DO I LOOK LIKE I’M FLIRTABLE?
DO I LOOK LIKE A BITCH?
DO I LOOK LIKE A KIND PERSON?
DO I LOOK LIKE I WILL JUST GIVE AND NEVER TAKE?
DO I LOOK LIKE I WILL STAY WHEREVER I AM NOW FOREVER?
DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED A BOYFRIEND?
DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED A FRIEND???

WHY AM I SO IGNORANCE?
WHY AM I SO STUPID?

WHY CAN’T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND MY NO MEANS NO, DON’T WANT MEANS DON’T WANT?
WHY DOES PEOPLE ALWAYS WANT TO FORCE ME TO DO THINGS THAT I’M NOT WILLING TO DO.
I HAVE MY PHOBIA TOO MAN.

ONLY GOD KNOWS.

AND FUCK. I’M GOING FUCKING CRAZY.

i am done and over this.

and if life is a drama, i bet no one would wanna watch mine.

and fuck, i can’t get to sleep again. zzzz