past

It’s never easy to put down the past and move on.

If you think your life is worse, think again. Take a look at the 8.0 magnitude earthquake that took hundreds and hundreds thousands of lives in China. Parents who lose their child because of this, millions of people are left homeless. Which is more heartbreaking, earthquake that kills hundred thousands of people leaving millions of them homeless or got ditch by your useless boyfriend/girlfriend or merely just scoldings from your love ones?

We as a humans have never tried our best to appreciate what’s good in front of us till we have truly lose it forever.

Like now, when China is having issues about million of people being homeless, no one cares about the homeless people in Myanmar or the cyclone that attacks the country. And then Channel 8 was having this charity show for the people in China, my younger sister asked me “what about the people in Myanmar?”. What a good question. Why didn’t people think of that? They are very gan jiong over the earthquake in China because Olympics is coming or because there is more to it? I guess we won’t want to know.

I always thought if i stop mentioning about the person who broke my heart so deeply, who cause me so much hurt, i would be able to forget about him.. but apparently, the feeling still lingers. Always feel so uncomfortable when people tends to mention about my EX bf. I always thought if I have put in enough effort, I will be able to change him one day… but some people just love themselves more.. I am learning to love myself more as well. So that I won’t get myself so hurt. But i know, i won’t love myself too much because i will love my bf more than myself. Ah, this is shit.

Whatever it is… TREASURE THOSE YOU LOVE. You won’t get them back alive if they are gone. i used to treasure him a lot too. but he chose to leave me.