Went to meet Hunnie for dinner and then we have this sudden craving for fried chicken middle wings. It happens that the place we went to have dinner only have the drumlets. So we are not satisfied. Hunnie came out with an idea, i.e we went to NTUC to purchase a packet if middle wings + flour and fried it ourselves! And it’s really finger lickin’ good. Lols.

The uncooked wings.

Preparations.

Yeah, not forgetting to take some picture before the actual cooking. LOLs.

Pretendious.

And, this is the product. =P *Yummy~!*

Do you wanna know how bo liao my colleague, Kin, can be? Take a look at the picture below. And, i think you can barely recognise CJ7 after the makeover. LOLs.

Before

After

Final product

So peeps, if you have the intention to have a makeover, PLEASE NEVER consult Kin, because you won’t know what you will become. Lols.

At the same time, went to have dinner with Kerine, Evelyn, Darius, Zong Yang, Vanessa and her bf, whose name i always forgot… Went to Crystal Jade and it was Evelyn’s treat! Thank you Boss! After that me, Evelyn and Darius went back to JP for a walk whereas Kerine went off to meet Bryan for Money Not Enough 2, Zong Yang went to meet Hairu and the couple went home. Yes, after some shopping spree for cosmatics and mask, we went to the ARCADE. Blooody hell. Spend so much money on that machine and we only managed to get one rabbit toy. Where is my Stitch?! ='(

Evelyn, looking satisfied that she got her rabbit. I got that for her with Darius’s money. =

I’m staring at a broken door
There’s nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It’s making me insane
I’ve been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to’ve come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon’s fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it’s gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don’t know how
Why can’t we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!
I’m fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you
I’ll be running night and day
I’ll be with you soon
Just me and you

We’ll be there soon
So soon
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won’t hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we’ll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

Seriously, i don’t feel like i’m the old me anymore.

I’m so easily paranoid, sick of mummy keep nagging at me because i didn’t go to work (i’m sick what, plus… working in a call center doesn’t make me feel i’m so important that i must go despite me being sick).

Conclusion is, i have no fighting spirit at all. so what’s the point of everything? Where is the me who used to be so talkative (interactive) during work time? Where is the cheerful me? Where is the me, who will work hard for something?

Sick? take MC loh, no MC take leave lo. This is MY mentally now. And i know this is bad. I feel my world so upside down after breaking up with him. I feel me has gone with him.

Nah, i wasn’t thinking of him now. Sometimes, i feel like i have gave myself up in relationship… and this makes me upset. I was reminded by my sister that, if a guy wants to fool behind your back, there are so many ways. And she’s right! I don’t wanna look bossy, but i seriously cannot help it at all. Look at me! Who am i to me? Nobody. My body don’t listen to my brain. And my brain can’t function well. I need some wake up call. I need motivation!!!

Sighed. Certain things makes me so upset, while certain things can drive me crazy. If this carry on, i think i’m gonna have split personality. Soon, noone will know the real me.

I told myself, I don’t wanna get sick and next moment.. my body will come out with some illness like flu, cough, sore throat. . . . and who can i blame? Myself i supposed. I should have taken care of myself.

I need to prove people my worth! I know i must do it. In order for me to do it, i need to find the old me back. Can someone help me pls? I doubt so, because in the end, i have to depend on my own. I will not be branded as useless.

From Left: Yani (Evelyn’s maid), Darius, Evelyn, Kerine, Shi Min, Zong Yang, Me, and Bi

It’s snowing~~

i’m WET!

The new couple!

Xiao Xiao Bear went Ice Skating too~! =]

I haven’t been online for 3 days. Can u imagine? THREE days. LOL. Tat’s so long. So it’s time for me to do some update on what happened during the weekends, and all i can say is, i’m coughing to death. But! I’m still enjoying. Haha.

Friday, 25th July 2008

Went to meet Hunnie after work. And the long waiting time makes me wanna die. Imagine me waiting for her to take at least 30 mins to iron her dress, 30 mins to walk ard, and 1 hour to make up and 15 mins to wait for the bus + 15 mins to reach JE. I was already starving. And we went to have KFC, bumped into ZY and Co. Haha. After that we head to JTL and on the way there, we saw Peili and Martin outside Liquid. And… knowing that Martin is still in touch with Andre, doesn’t mean anything to me. And then by the time we reached JTL, there isn’t any space for us. Who can i blame? =| Thanks to that tortise lorhs. =.=||| Then we head to Parklane to meet Qingfu and his friend, whose name i cannot remember. Haha. After playing some pool and coughing like crazy, i persuade Hunnie to go home at 12plus. Haha. Can’t help it. I don’t even think i can survive very long. And as usual, Peili puts me aeroplane. So don’t always say i bo jio, jio liao i keep “seeing plane”.

Saturday, 26th July 2008

Bi came to pick me up at Hunnie‘s house. And head back to my house because i wanna get changed before heading to his house. And we went to Night Safari! With ZY & Co. Can you imagine we took train all the way from JE to AMK just because Teck Heng and his gf was there waiting for us when we can just take bus from CCK? Bloody hell. So it took us like 1hr and 45 mins to get to the bloody Night Safari. What makes the journey stupid is, we don’t go explore the night safari together. so Hairu and Teck Heng went off with their gfs, and me with Bi, Tai Wee, Jun Quan and ZY. And what makes it stupid is, we missed the Animal Show! How disappointing, and there are certain animals we are unable to see if we did not take the tram ride. Argh. And the ticket cost us like bloody $22 bucks and we didn’t managed to finish the whole trip bcos by the time we reach there was about almost 9p.m. Bloody hell. And i was FAMISHED too. Went to Bongo Burgers to grab a bite. And Bongo Burgers reminds me of Scandal. LOL. Night Safari was supposed to be fun. =|

And i finally saw Bi‘s sister and her bf face to face. We didn’t have the fate to meet last week. Friendly family members. And of cos, i don’t remember Troy is Brad Pitt (pardon me if i got his name wrongly. I aint a fan of his). And Bi kept talking to me when i wanna slp. Makes me frustrated. Haha.

This is a leopard’s head. So small, yet have strong muscle.


Tai Wee‘s hand got biten by the (was it lion or tiger’s) head.

me & Bi

Bi and Jun Quan a.k.a Rain. LOLs.


This leopard is WELL FED.

Sunday, 27th July 2008

Today i was coughing like crazy when i woke up today. I think i almost cough my lungs out. LOL. Had lunch at Bi‘s house because his parents got me Nasi Lemak. I didn’t managed to finish everything because I don’t feel like eating spicy food, BUT, i finished my chicken and half of my rice. Then we head back my house because i wanna get changed before heading to JE to meet the rest for ice skating! This weekend is so happening lo. Haha. And i have to wait for Peili to send me the pictures before i can upload to my blog. So you guys gotta wait, because i don’t know how long is she gonna take to send me the pictures. =X After skating, we head back to Bi‘s hse and cook ourselves campbell soup! And Bi‘s a NOOB. he doesn’t know how to use a can opener! Ha~! After that we went downstairs to have our dinner. And then his parents send me home before sending him back to camp. =] I’m so tired. So i shall go bed soon.

Tooty is a loser! Everyone’s ignoring him. LOL.

Bi stole my bear!

Me & Bi.

Xiao Xiao Bear looking at the scenery.

=]

Oh yes, here comes a rabbit in my house! Now it looks like my house is a mini pet shop with a irritating yet cute dog, and a very quiet rabbit. =] Yet, this rabbit isn’t ours. It belongs to my brother’s friends and will be staying at our house for a few months. And my brother told me something funny. He told me when he told mum that he’s gonna bring a rabbit home, my mum asked him “Is the rabbit gonna be noisy?”. LOL. Oh, how i wished the rabbit can bark like a dog! Sacrastic. Nevertheless, all pets that are in our household are becoming real fat. Besides, this rabbit is fat and juicy! I mean, well fed! And guess what? This rabbit is BIGGER than my DOG. =.= Tooty is such a loser. Fancy him losing to a rabbit. And he kept going to the cage to look the at rabbit. I think he wants to: 1) fight the rabbit because he got the attention or 2) he wants to make friend with it. But i think none of the choices is what he wants. Because he’s simply too timid for anything! Haha!

And, bf says he might wanna get a puppy. =] I told him to wait till he’s working office hours first, if not noone will look after the poor puppy, if he ever gonna get one. If he really get one, i’m gonna be really excited. Maybe i shouldn’t be so pessimistic about this relationship at all. Paranoid i would say. =

Argh. I feel so sick now. =[ Kept coughing and soon i will be coughing my lungs out.

My attempt to break up with Nic failed. You must be thinking “Jaymee crazy huh? Just got together and now she’s talking about BREAK UP? Gosh”.

Jaymee doesn’t feel any security in this relationship. Simply because he’s still young and have the tendency to go out and have fun. And, perhaps some other things as well. Oh well, i couldn’t say i wanna break up with him when i was talking to him on the phone and managed to tell him thru SMS and he gave me a call back. i just felt that i couldn’t trust him 100% still, because i find it hard to do so. No faith in this relationship at all. Especially when i view his friendster there is like hundreds of little girls in it. This is a BIG no-no for me. OH yes, and his MSN list too. Perhaps u might thinking “Jaymee, you think too much”, but if you were me, how would you react especially when you know that your ex bf has been going after those young girls? zzzz. I hate to mention about this, but it keeps coming into my mind and is refusing to go away. Oh well. He persuaded me, and i don’t even know if i’m doing the correct thing. So what shd i do? I told him that he should just prove it to me, no point talking about giving me security and no actions. I hate empty promises. And he reassured me that he’s gonna revamp his friendster and MSN list, we shall see. He just want us to talk things out first, compromise each other before the B word. I just felt that we shdn’t waste time together if i can’t trust him at all.

This is my very fun Stitch. Pull the tail and his hands and legs will wiggle. =] And Peiwen says give her a week and this Stitch will be spoiled. =|

And this is my very first watch. =]

All these are given by Zong Yang who just came back from Indo. =]

When i told bf that it’s like the WHOLE WORLD knows we are together, this is what he asked me:

bf: i thought you say this is supposed to be an underground relationship?

me: how to be underground relationship when you hold my hands in front of ZY and co?

bf: *laughs* Good mah. I don’t like it to be underground. Then now how? Now not underground anymore?

me: !$^(^)($(%*#(^#(%&# (Bloody hell) I have already wrote it in my blog. So it’s nvm liao. Evelyn says this is above ground relationship. No longer underground.

He hold my hand in front of ZY on purpose lorhs when i kept reminding him “THIS IS AN UNDERGROUND RELATIONSHIP, WE CANNOT HOLD HANDS“. On another side, ZY was guessing if we are together. Lols. Oh well. This is my silly bf lorhhs. So no more underground. It’s OPEN relationship now. Lols. And not only Rebecca says he looks like him, even Bear says he look like him as well. Oh well. And that stupid Bear has got a gf, never share the good news! Congrats!

Everyone has to make decision everyday. And i have to make one once in awhile. Haha. Oh well. I am hoping that the following decision will not fail on me.

3 days ago, i made a decision that concerns me and Nic. Yeah, he asked me to be his girlfriend. In which, i agreed. Looking at him, reminds me so much of him, and i know if i can’t let the past behind me i’ll be doing a bad favor for the both of us. Because i wanna believe that he’s different. [Yeah, as if it’s gonna happen because all guys are the same! Bloody hell] And for the past 3 days that we are hanging out together, it’s still quite alright. i wasn’t ready to tell the whole world about this, because i’m still uncertain of this relationship. Some people might be surprised, some might not. After all, we are talking about a 22 years old NSF with a 23 years old, old woman. Been to his house, and his parents are very pleasant. Kind folks. However, i’m still very uncertain about this whole thing. I wanted to keep it unknown to the rest, but it seems like . . . . perhaps the whole world has already know about this. Maybe it’s just some assurance thing to people that ‘WE ARE TOGETHER‘. Haha. And no doubt, he’s my very nice ah sum boyfriend for now. =] And we took neoprint today! How cool is that?