Ha, i’m stupid. Because i’ve been smsing the wrong number to the correct person. I didn’t know he changed his number till i saw the new number in his facebook. Peili is right… he didn’t even wanna add me in facebook, why did i add him in the first place? I was being stupid. And today, i knew who was the one who smsed me a 🙂 on saturday morning. It was him. But, he didn’t reply me when i asked who is he. So i’m confused over whether he wants me to know he changed his number or not. Perhaps no. He might have msg the wrong person. That’s what Peili told me.
Day: July 14, 2008
i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me by e. e. cummings
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that;s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Loser
I think I’m out of mind. That’s why I’m doing such thing. Why do I harbor such thoughts again?
Why do I even wish for him to come back? I really do miss him a lot. So much that I couldn’t hold it anymore.
It’s done.
After suppressing the urge, I did send a msg to him.
When I see Nic, I see him. Nic reminds me so much of him. It’s gonna be impossible for me to put him at the back of my mind. Impossible. How can someone I love so much, wants to leave me so badly? I think I’m really not good enough.
I amm… completely a loser.
Listen to my heart beat 