Loser

I think I’m out of mind. That’s why I’m doing such thing. Why do I harbor such thoughts again?

Why do I even wish for him to come back? I really do miss him a lot. So much that I couldn’t hold it anymore.

It’s done.

After suppressing the urge, I did send a msg to him.

When I see Nic, I see him. Nic reminds me so much of him. It’s gonna be impossible for me to put him at the back of my mind. Impossible. How can someone I love so much, wants to leave me so badly? I think I’m really not good enough.

I amm… completely a loser.