Day: July 15, 2008

Ice Skating

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It feels like i’m alive again!

I realized this blog shouldn’t have his name appearing at all. So everything about him, i have move it to the previous blog. And there is nothing special about those entries. I shall not go into further details.

And i’m fweeling wery harpi because Jaymee finally went ice skating!! Woooo~! This is so impromptu lo. I only got to know it during lunch time today. And because i wore skirt to work, i have to go This Fashion to buy a pants. And i fell down and bleed a little. =] Before our time ends, i keep falling down. LOL. Because Pei Wen says “last few minutes must keep falling until song ah”! and i really keep falling down. Because Pei Wen and Zong Da hold my hands and skate at a high speed, causing me to fall down. And Zong Da says i look like i’m happy to fall down because i kept laughing. LOL. Didn’t manage to take any pictures though. Sad-ed. And lucky for me, I have Zong Da and Pei Wen to look after me while learning to skate. And now, i can skate a little! Heehee.

And i’m feel good today as well. It’s for another reason. Perhaps i will let you guys know when time is ripe. Alrights, it’s time for me to shower and sleep. Can’t wait for Thursday to come. =]

emo shit

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Know what’s my greatest mistake?

To think that he will think of me. and by adding him in my facebook and realized he gotten a new gf.

So why am i still waiting for him to change his mind and come back to me? This is bullshit. It was actually an unintentional SMS from him on Saturday. The person he truly wants to msg isn’t me. It’s some other girls. And i can feel my heart breaking further into thousands of millions pieces. But I aint stalker. If he didn’t SMS accidentally i won’t even remember that number and happen to saw his new number in facebook. My bad. I asked him if he SMS the wrong person after realising that unknown number is his, he replied “Ya. I msg the wrong person. And pls dont msg me. And i don’t know how you got my number.” Nice one. Suddenly i became a stalker. Over night. What’s the point of him keeping my number when he doesn’t have the intention to let me know his new number? Preposterous. Delete it. Just like i deleted his number and MSN from my contacts. But the thing is, I still can remember them. Because i can’t delete them from my mind.

On another hand, it’s not a secret that Nic likes me. The whole world knows about it. And i actually thought that it’s not gonna be so obvious. HA. I actually told Nic that i don’t wanna meet him so often because he reminds me so much of him. But he wanted me to give him time to prove that he wants to be with me. Ha. A month’s time and the probation period will end on his birthday. But it takes me longer than a month to know truly what kind of person he really is. We shall see. Will i ever get my normal life back?