emo shit

To think that he will think of me. and by adding him in my facebook and realized he gotten a new gf.

So why am i still waiting for him to change his mind and come back to me? This is bullshit. It was actually an unintentional SMS from him on Saturday. The person he truly wants to msg isn’t me. It’s some other girls. And i can feel my heart breaking further into thousands of millions pieces. But I aint stalker. If he didn’t SMS accidentally i won’t even remember that number and happen to saw his new number in facebook. My bad. I asked him if he SMS the wrong person after realising that unknown number is his, he replied “Ya. I msg the wrong person. And pls dont msg me. And i don’t know how you got my number.” Nice one. Suddenly i became a stalker. Over night. What’s the point of him keeping my number when he doesn’t have the intention to let me know his new number? Preposterous. Delete it. Just like i deleted his number and MSN from my contacts. But the thing is, I still can remember them. Because i can’t delete them from my mind.

On another hand, it’s not a secret that Nic likes me. The whole world knows about it. And i actually thought that it’s not gonna be so obvious. HA. I actually told Nic that i don’t wanna meet him so often because he reminds me so much of him. But he wanted me to give him time to prove that he wants to be with me. Ha. A month’s time and the probation period will end on his birthday. But it takes me longer than a month to know truly what kind of person he really is. We shall see. Will i ever get my normal life back?