Friday, 29 August 2008

It was Lao Pa‘s bday on Friday. And I was laughing when Peili told Sky called her and ask her if she had forgotten something, that is to wish him “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”. Hahas. And we went to Double O, and it was so crowded until we have to squeeze like hell. Nonetheless, we had some fun. Of cos, Graveyard have to appear somehow. And I have to leave earlier because I have my driving lessons and 2 practice for my FTE.

Bi and I was having some issues. I really don’t know what to do anymore. Really. Suddenly everything he said me seems to be lies. And I really cannot stand liars. Really. I really have to think about this relationship, but him, being persistance, wants to prove to me that he can be a “better man”. No, it’s not about the SEX, or love making. It’s one thing he said to me, made me feel so disappointed. To the point, I don’t want him here anymore. But he wants to give me assurance that this will not happen again. We shall see.

The Bithday Boy!

My ladies

The Lovers

Peili and Me

The guys.

Sky was happily receiving a fake kiss from Peili.

And in return, Sky gave her a real kiss.

My BFF. =]

Saturday, 30 August 2008

And driving is so fun on Saturday because I was driving OUT of BBDC. Which means, I’m not driving in the stupid circle circuit anymore. HAha! And I was driving ard Bukit Batok and instructor took me to Jurong Town Hall, then to somewhere near BBDC. Driving at 60km/h. Wooohooo~ It was the first time i changed to gear 4 loh. That was pretty exciting. Haha! After that, Bi came to pick me up at BBDC. He bring me to the coffeeshop nearby his house for lunch, and I decided to cook something, so we went to Shop & Save to buy some sauages, fish fillet, and wanton. Once we stepped out of the supermarket, we saw Evelyn. What an coincidence. We chatted awhile and we headed home for some cooking session. After the super late lunch at 5plus, we fell aslp until 8plus. And we had dinner at home and headed out because we were supposedly to meet my sister at JP @ 9.30p.m. We went to watch “Wall E”. It’s so nice! So cute, you know. But I’m pretty sure, not all guys will love it. But me, as a girl, I love it! Wall eeeee, eeee-va? Haha, after that we went to meet up with the others at the LAN shop at Bukit Timah for some actions. And I played DOTA for the second time, of cos i was being K.S lah. Sighed. I couldn’t see my character in the mess loh. OMG. Nevermind. That game lasted for 1 hr and 15 mins, damn long right? We just didn’t realized it. So Bi and me went home at 2plus because I booked my FTP and FTE on Sunday.

Sunday, 31 August 2008

Damn, I was late for practice for my FTE and me being timid, didn’t go into the room and waited patiencely outside for 30 mins before my FTE. And while i was doing the questions, I was wondering if i have got the right answers since I have only done 2 practices and I didn’t get all the answers right. After struggling for 10 minutes, I decided not to check my answers and submit it. Guess what? I PASSED! OMG. 96% pass. LOL. Damn happy can? This means that I don’t have to waste another 6 bucks on this FTP and FTE. =] And then Bi came to pick me up. And again, we fall aslp. Waking up at 4plus, and head to Suntec City’s Comex at about 5plus. It’s so late. BUT~ i bought my CAM at last!!! OMG. So happy. And I bought it for $399. It was supposed to be $449 with free iPod Shuffle, but I don’t need that, so they deduct $50 for me. Good bargain. It’s 10MP btw. =]

And indeed, I’m a happy and broke girl now.

I was pretty surprised when Bi‘s mum called me yesterday and told me she cook and ask me to go Bi‘s house for dinner first. Initially, I was planning to go home after work and wait for Bi to come my house to fetch me. But since his mum called, so I head down to his house first. Had talks over dinner with his sister, her bf and his parents like how we know each other etc. Just as we were about to finish our dinner, Bi came back home. And indeed, I had a very full dinner. After that we went back to my house to pick up my stuffs because I will be staying overnight at his house these few days. =]

Work is pretty alright for the past few days as well. Nothing much. But the sight of he-who-shall-not-be-named irks me. lols.

And we bought a new pillow, and had dinner with his parents and head to westmall. I’m feeling so tired now lah. Gonna go shower and sleep in an hr’s time. =]

Anyhows, I’m kinda lazy to type super long blog lah. Laziiie

I’m not late for work today! Hooray~! It’s a good start on Monday, don’t you think so?

And as usual, I hate the sight of He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. The sight of him just irks me.

Anyways, I just meet Pei Wen and Wee Keat for dinner today. And seeing them makes me happy, and of course, I’m happier when I bought my Hello Panda. After dinner, we went to play pool , after we went to take a walk at NTUC, until 10p.m. Then head back home.

I’m so looking forward to see Bi tomorrow. Because he took forced leave for Wednesday and Thursday (he’s booking on Thursday night and then Friday night book out again. Stupid right?).

And then I’m heading to my bed soon, because I don’t wanna be late tomorrow.

Hmmm, let me think what I have done for the past few days. Basically I did nothing.

Saturday was Bi‘s mum’s bday. His dad bring me to BBDC before heading home, then after that Bi came to fetch me after my lesson. Was supposed to go Bugis but because it was raining outside, and with me feeling laziiie, we decided not to go. So we slacked at home until it’s time to go out for dinner with his family, with his sister’s bf and ah ma. =] So we headed to Tiong Baruh Plaza’s chinese restaurant to have dinner. And the HK Fish head is damn nice. =] After dinner, we head home and then Bi went to meet his friend to get something and then we head home again because we couldn’t think of anything to do. Bi wants to watch movie, Evelyn suggested mahjong. Oh well… So we ended up staying at home because Bi couldn’t decide where to go. And I went to bed damn early lah, because I was so tired. And Bi wake me up at 3plus in the morning to go shower. =X And continue to sleep till this afternoon. LOLS. And we had lunch that his mum cooked and went to JP for moive “Death Race” with Evelyn and Darius. Initially I though this movie would be so yucky because it’s so bloody and so much violent. But the movie plot somehow surprises me. After that we head back home because my bag is so damn heavy lah. And then Bi went to book in already.

Bi prepared something special for me, and he say i will see it some time next week. He didnt wanna tell me what he had in mind, but he let the cat out of the bag in the end. LOLs. Because he was SMS-ing the whole time ignoring me. ANd Bi keep repeating he loves me and kept kissing me. And I don’t know if I should trust him.. Because, he didn’t keep his promise towards me, but he claims he did it because he wanna show me his love. Well, Scandal did told me that some guys shows love differently.

I have just finished reading “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom.

And I must agree that this is indeed a great book. Best book that I have read. Most of his books contains stories that touches our heart. And this book is about his old professor whom he has not seen for 16 years and was united after watching a show which features Morrie Schwartz because he’s suffering from ALS, a disease with no cure and he knows it (he just knew when he’s going to die) and on his philosophy on life and things around. They have their last lessons over 14 weeks, whereby the 14th week is to say Good Bye to someone dearly; to Morrie Schwartz that is, on life. They were close even when Mitch Albom was studying in collage, in his sociology class. They chat like old friends, they share and surprisingly, everything was done on Tuesday. So Morrie says they are the tuesday people. Many a times, we took things for granted, even though we know it’s wrong. Many a times, we are confused over the things we want and the things we need. Owning a car is not a need, it’s something we want. Says Morrie. True enough. Everyday, we wake up and look into the mirror, feeling sorry for ourselves over nothing. Death is not the end, it’s also the beginning (this is what I have read in “5 People You Meet In Heaven” By Mitch Albom). For instance, I was upset over what happened at work yesterday, thus i took Bi‘s care and concern towards me for granted. I ignored him, only reply his SMS. Even though he told me he’s feeling down and can’t get to sleep and most importantly he wants to talk to me, i refused. I hang up his calls. And I feel bad after that. I promised I will think over my actions before execute it. And as for the movie that they failed to jio me, forget about it. It’s not the first time anyways. We could have watched it last Friday, because Evelyn says lidat we pang seh Kerine, so we dropped that idea. In return, they pang seh me. Whatever. Really. Morrie says, you must learn to forgive others as well as forgive yourself. Very true.

I will recommend you guys to read this book as it’s filled with meaning. Quote: When you are sleeping at night, you are dead. When you wake up in the morning, you feel reborn again! That’s what I’m being taught when I read this book. Quote: Love each other or perish!”.

I had the worse day of my entire life today. Really. If I’m Harry Potter, I would led my army (Hermione, Ron and some other people) down and put on a fierce fight with this He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. I HATE him. And yes, HATE is the correct word to use on him. Seriously. This suck. And I shall not elaborate more on this. He’s sucks that’s all. And the worse thing is, I still have to see his fucking face for X days in a week. Fuck it.

And I was very disappointed today because when Bi told me he could meet me today, I was thrilled because I had someone to grumble my day to. And it turns out, the stupid ‘concert event’ that he was attending ends at 6plus and i thought it’s late so I told him we don’t meet. After that I changed my mind, so i sent him another SMS saying “Why not i go look for you”, he was on the bus when I called him after my work; on his way back to camp, he didn’t even saw my SMS until i called him. I was feeling so down till i don’t even wanna talk to him. Seriously. I didn’t pick up the calls, but I replied his SMS and i even switched off my hp. I went home after work and force myself to sleep, so i would feel better. But waking up to reality, I’M FEELING LOUSY, STILL. You might think i’m throwing my weight around just because he loves me or whatsoever, no. I’m not.

And what makes me disappoint more was, I was waiting for Evelyn and Kerine & co to watch “Meet Dave“, they went without me. Wtf right? Friends are meant to be FORGOTTEN. I jio-ed Evelyn for dinner the day before? She told me she left 30bucks, cannot have dinner because she has to tong till end of Aug. This is even more disappointing. So, PLEASE, don’t talk to me and PLEASE, don’t fucking say I nv jio you guys for anything ok? Because you guys simply pang seh me man. zZZ. Even if i can’t make it, i feel song for the sake of asking.

and I bought a new pair of earrings for myself. When was the last time i bought earrings for myself? I don’t remember anymore.

Bloody hell, I can’t imagine I was that sleepy last night! I reached home about 7p.m, had my dinner first because I skipped lunch to sleep. After dinner, I went to Gek Poh Shopping Centre to accompany my little sister to buy a pen and went into the VCD shop to see what’s there to rent the next time we have money. LoLs. Wanted to buy a piggy bank so I can save up the coins, but there is NO piggy bank sold in the shop (got lah, but it’s Hello Kitty. And I don’t quite like a cat without mouth, you get what I mean?). And I switched on my laptop and went to lie down on my bed for awhile before going to shower, i fell asleep. At 8plus, till this morning. Hahahas. This is how tired I was last night. So I didn’t pick up Bi’s call last night and I think I even hang up his calls. Poor him.

I’m probably the most happy girl in the whole wide world. Hahas. This is exaggerating. But, whatever. Why is it so?

1) I met up with Scandal a.k.a Teck Yong after a few weeks.
2) I had Adobe Photoshop, Flash installed to my laptop
3) I had the latest Microsoft Office 2007 installed to my laptop as well.
4) I had KFC for dinner.

As for point 2 and 3, I have to give credit to Leong Yee. Without him, my laptop would be nothing. Genius isn’t he? It’s so pai seh to trouble him because on both occasion he came to my house. He came to my house to pick up my laptop last night, and he came to return my laptop tonight. I wanted to collect my laptop from him after work, but he was doing something and was unable to meet me. So he say he will bring my laptop to my house before he book in tonight.

Anyways, i just wanna thank him for his help. =]

This means that, I can work on my flash book soon!

Anyways, I had just finished reading Rachel Gibson’s Sex, Lies and Online Dating which i had bought it last week. Interesting book.

Here’s how the story goes:
It’s about a myster writer, Lucy Rothschil, found herself falling for an undercover cop, Quinn (who lied to her he’s a plumper because he’s out there to catch Breathless and she lied she’s a nurse because she doesn’t want to let other people know her true identity.), whom she met on the internet. She was starting on a new book, dead.com, and was dating online guys so that she can have some ideas on how to ‘kill’ these losers in her new book. Coincidentally, there was a series of killing going on in the town – with the method that can be found in her book. And this scares the hell out of her. Because the killer wrote letters to her. It says about Sex between the writer and detective, Lies told by the detective thinking she might be the serial killer (and no matter what, he still wants her), and the possible danger of online dating as well. The urge of the both of them wants each other badly. The hot sex, want to see each other naked? This is a mystery and romance story.

No matter how a criminal think he/she may have outwit a detective, he/she would be caught eventually. And it’s a matter of when. There is no such thing as the perfect foolproof plan. =]

I can’t really use my brain to type my blog at night i supposed. So i’m heading to bed now. Good nite world.

It was Pei Wen’s and Wee Keat’s last day on 14th August 2008. =[ My click is GONE, left Marcus, who will forget about me sometimes. LOLS. Nonetheless, we had dinner at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant because it’s halal. The food there are consider normal loh, so I don’t know why people kept saying the food there is DAMN good. The good thing is, rice is FREE FLOW. Hahas. Maybe partly because I was so tired to move my hands to take the food, I didn’t really ate a lot. =[ But, at least I had two plates of rice. LOLs. And then we went out to take some pictures and as well as give out the presents we prepared for them. =]

Gonna miss them dearly. =[

The group picture.

He’s the BABY boy!

Keat and Pei Wen

This is our Team Leader loh.

Present giving ceremony.

Edmund was joked: We wanted you to leave, so we give you Gola (go lah).

He behaves like he’s the star. =.=

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I was feeling so tired on Friday until I dropped ‘dead’ on my bed the moment i reached home. And Bi was having a hard time calling me, because I didn’t pick up the calls from him. LOLs. And he came up to my house wearing snow cap and I think my Dad didn’t recognise him, and told him I wasn’t at home (which scares the hell out of him), until my younger sister told my Dad that I was actually sleeping at home. Hahas. I had a hard time dragging myself out of my bed and I have pack my stuffs and head out with Bi. We were supposed to watch “Meet Dave” but because there is no more tickets for the show at JP, we went to JE to meet up with Evelyn, Darius and Zong Yang. And, feel so cheated because I could have slept longer. Neverthelessly, we went to Evelyn’s hse to play mahjong (while Zong Yang went off to meet boy boy) because Bi suggested and the one who suggested it, didn’t play. Noob. And after playing one pot (as in north south east west) I won! $5.20. LOLs. Evelyn’s mum is the big winner. =] After that we head back home and ZzzzZZzzz.

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Woke up at 10a.m in the morning despite sleeping at 5a.m the previous night. Bloody hell. I was feeling so damn fucking tired. But I still went out with Bi and his friends on Saturday. And we had Sakae Sushi for TEABREAK and Sakura Sushi Buffet for DINNER. Why? Because Samuel, Bi‘s friend didn’t wanna have Sakura Buffet for dinner. So 10 of us (whose all the name I can’t really remember. And i was the ONLY girl there loh.) went for Sakura Sushi for dinner. And Bi bought me 3 books that I want. I can’t imagine I bought the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollow for $9.90. =X 2 other books are Mitch Albom’s For One More Day and Tuesdays With Morrie.

This is the TEABREAK we had at Sakae Sushi

Scandal asked me out for some singing, and Bi was looking so disappointed until he kept repeating, “today is our first month leh. You want you go loh”. So, I decided not to go because partly I was feeling too tired to tong until morning lah. Bi kept insisting me to go his house to rest first while he go to his friend’s house to pick up something. Because Bi prepared a surprise for me. Why? Because it’s our 1st month-niversary. I was waiting at his house, playing PSP until i wanted to just slp. So i decided to call Bi to see if he’s reaching home. And he told me to go down. While i was making my way down, i saw his mum coming out of the lift telling she went down to open letter box but there isn’t any letters. = Hmmm. And I was surprised with balloons with a bouquet of roses in the car boot. =] After that, we went to I.R.C LAN shop to look for his friends. And after sending 3 of his friends home, we head back to his house.

I knew about the roses. But what i didn’t know is about the balloons. Bi kept saying he wanted to get those helum balloons so when i opened the car boot, the balloons will fly out and really surprise me. Of course, he wanted to bring me to somewhere to lomantic lah. It doesn’t really matter, as long as we can spend quality time together. He was kinda secretive loh, until his parents asked him. And his father clears the car boot for him. *Touched*

Hair’s a little messy. But, who cares? LOL

Bi and Me

My roses. 12 of them. =]

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And today we went to watch “Money Not Enough 2″ with my parents. =] I think it’s the first time my Dad actually steps into a cinema. He was saying it’s so dark, how to see! Hahaa! And my brother actually told my parents to go to JP at 4p.m and I was still at Bi’s hse waiting for him to get ready. I woke up earlier than Bi and have ‘tried’ to wake him up. (ok, i admit.. i didn’t try harder because i went back to sleep when he was hugging me. Hahas). And, Bi’s mum even packed a small corner in the cupboard for me to put my stuffs in. So touched sia. And, I do look like I’m a PR there man. Anyways, lucky for us, we were in time for the movie. =] After that we head back to my house. And Bi went to have his hair cut at the Gek Poh and after dinner we went back home again. Bi slacked at my house while waiting for his Dad to come.

Well, that’s all for my updates. =]