Fuck off

I had the worse day of my entire life today. Really. If I’m Harry Potter, I would led my army (Hermione, Ron and some other people) down and put on a fierce fight with this He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named. I HATE him. And yes, HATE is the correct word to use on him. Seriously. This suck. And I shall not elaborate more on this. He’s sucks that’s all. And the worse thing is, I still have to see his fucking face for X days in a week. Fuck it.

And I was very disappointed today because when Bi told me he could meet me today, I was thrilled because I had someone to grumble my day to. And it turns out, the stupid ‘concert event’ that he was attending ends at 6plus and i thought it’s late so I told him we don’t meet. After that I changed my mind, so i sent him another SMS saying “Why not i go look for you”, he was on the bus when I called him after my work; on his way back to camp, he didn’t even saw my SMS until i called him. I was feeling so down till i don’t even wanna talk to him. Seriously. I didn’t pick up the calls, but I replied his SMS and i even switched off my hp. I went home after work and force myself to sleep, so i would feel better. But waking up to reality, I’M FEELING LOUSY, STILL. You might think i’m throwing my weight around just because he loves me or whatsoever, no. I’m not.

And what makes me disappoint more was, I was waiting for Evelyn and Kerine & co to watch “Meet Dave“, they went without me. Wtf right? Friends are meant to be FORGOTTEN. I jio-ed Evelyn for dinner the day before? She told me she left 30bucks, cannot have dinner because she has to tong till end of Aug. This is even more disappointing. So, PLEASE, don’t talk to me and PLEASE, don’t fucking say I nv jio you guys for anything ok? Because you guys simply pang seh me man. zZZ. Even if i can’t make it, i feel song for the sake of asking.

and I bought a new pair of earrings for myself. When was the last time i bought earrings for myself? I don’t remember anymore.