The Arena

Went clubbing last night! After such a long time. We were supposed to St James, but at the very last minute, XueYan is not coming (cos he’s going to m’sia the next day) and his bunk mate gotta celebrate his friend’s bday. So we changed to Butter Factory but Zong Yang is not of age yet (Guys minimum age is 21 yrs old, Girls minimum age is 18 yrs old [i supposed, because we walked off after the door bitch told ZY he can’t go in]), so we have to change our plans again. What makes the whole night stupid was, we took cab to Boat Quay because his stupid bunk mate say he’s there and when we were about to reach, they are at Riverside Point. That’s not the end, we ended up going to Clarke Quay just to meet his friend, who walked off to look for some pub without bidding goodbye and there is not even a ‘Hi’ from them. Good thing is they are NOT handsome at all, so we don’t really bother. So we decided to go MOS, but after walking a big round because the girls was so engross in their conversation, we walked the wrong direction, we ended up in front of The Arena, and since I haven’t been there and I HEARD it’s happening, so we decided to try out the place. Because ZY kept saying he can’t go in because he thinks the minimum age for guys is 21 yrs old, so i went to the bouncer and asked if he can go in. But the bouncer didn’t really answer my qns, he only told me to ask the GUY (referring to ZY) to queue up. Well, I thought being in the army, ZY will learn NOT to be so ‘beat-around-the-bush’. When you are told to get something done, you just do it. After all, we , as girls, are definitely of age to go in! Nevertheless, the entrance fee for The Arena is $30 for girls and I can’t imagine the entrance fee for guys. And there is LIVE band and when the band is resting, there is R&B, Hip Hop music. And for that $30 bucks you paid for, there is 3 drinking coupons. And yes, we tried to enjoy ourselves (OK, we DID enjoy ourselves), but there is stupid Ah NEI who keeps following us. This scares us.

After that, I went to Bi‘s house instead of mine because he wants to see me. I didn’t wanna make him upset further, so I went to his house still despite me keep rejecting him before going to club.

We drink ORANGE JUICE in club.

Eve‘s YO-YO sign

Our ONLY group picture. LOL.

The LIVE band

And I woke up at 1plus today. Bi‘s mum called me asking me if I need lunch and I told her I don’t need because I thought I’ll be going out early. So I called Scandal and wake him up just to meet him at 7.30p.m @ JP because he needs to get a hair cut. And then I read my Harry Potter and watch DVD with Aunty because I don’t have anything to do. And then around 5plus, Aunty asked me if I wanna go with them to pick up Bi. After that we went to Balestier to have dinner. And now I’m feeling so full. LOL. and now, I’m back at Bi‘s house.

Some things are so unpredictable. Don’t you agree with me?

One moment you are still in a relationship with someone and next minute, you guys broke up for only god knows reasons. Saw a friend’s profile in Facebook changed from “In a relationship” to “Single” shocks me. Because they have been together for at least 7 years if I remembered correctly. And I have yet find out anything from him, because I only saw the status change today. And then, I have another friend calling to pour out his sorrows on his relationship with his girlfriend. No wonder he hasn’t been contacting me, because his girlfriend checks on him. And today, he sent me a SMS to ask if I’m free tonight, his girlfriend saw it and I think she’s paranoid over this and reminded him of his promise to her that is never to cheat behind her back. Oh well. I still think that this relationship of his is not going anywhere even though he say his girlfriend is committed to it. But the thing is, how long more you can tolerate this relationship when she gets overboard most of the time? Telling you to apologise when you know the fault doesn’t lies in you. This sounds hilarious, but there are such people around! Being committed and still doesn’t have trust in each other, this relationship will be a tough one. Testing each other’s patience gets nowhere too.

Sometimes, I’m reminded how badly I have been treating Bi these 1 or 2 weeks. And I know clearly how it feels to be treated like shit, and yet, I gave him the same treatment. This is so wrong. Somewhere in my heart, I just couldn’t find the feelings I had for him. Why is this so? Why do I sound so bastard? Why am I behaving as if this relationship is nothing to me? It doesn’t feel the same anymore. I hated this feeling! Really hate it. Perhaps, I’m running away from this relationship because I just couldn’t stand being in a relationship for too long.

My friend hanged up the call because his girlfriend SMSed him and he SMS me back telling me his girlfriend pop up. See, so much trust for each other. And they just started early this year and have quarrelled umpteen times. All small matters add up to become a big issue in a relationship. Even if a couple who doesn’t quarrel at all, will never know what truly matters because perhaps, they don’t even talk about it. And once the volcano erupts, it’ll be too late to save anything.

And I still think I need some time to adjust my feelings back. Do you agree with me?