The chapter of him SMS-ing me and make me so confused has come to an end. Because this time round, I couldn’t take it anymore, I told him to fuck off from my life.
Yeah, I really said that if you don’t believe me. But I don’t need anyone to believe me. This is so sad, because we can’t even be friends. Not with me still loving him so much.
So fuck off from my life even if you have no intentions like what you had said. Of cos, I want to believe that you won’t ask me back again and i DON’T DESERVE different treatment. And I aint a doc to his fucking loneliness. This is the last-est good bye.
PS: this shall be the last entry about him.
MAYBE, I will be able to be his friend, if time is long enough for me to forget. Forget abt what has happened between us. Forget that I loved him so.
Listen to my heart beat 