I was very surprised that he’s jealous. Jealous because I’m going out with my guy friend this Friday. LOL. Actually, I was doubting him when he said he’s jealous. Hahaha. And for no reasons, I felt happy. Ok, you can say I’m crazy or what. But, I don’t care!
And, I really feel bad that I do not have the same feelings for Nic. Knowing he wants me back so much, I only wish to get out of this whole relationship thingy. I think this is the life that suits me the best. Because I can go out with whoever and whenever I want, without reporting to anyone. I know, I know Nic will be jealous that I’m going out with my guy friends. I know if he could, he will wanna see me everyday. I know he misses me a lot. I know he loves me a lot, perhaps this is temporary. Nothing last forever. But, I will not go into a relationship soon.
I’m looking forward to my birthday. =D
Listen to my heart beat 