Jaymee bought a 4GB of DDR2 RAM today. LOL! and now, my laptop is running ‘smoothly’ but i had a blue screen just now and it’s scaring me. =[

Woke up @ 4plus p.m today, I don’t think I will wake up that early if he did not call me otherwise I think I will drag myself to wake up after 5p.m. =X Really tired because it feels like I didn’t catch enough sleep for ages man, it’s time that I replenish my sleep time. So I won’t feel so sick. Not enough sleep = you will fall sick easily. That’s what happens to me ok?

Anyways, I have FINALLY went to watch “Body of Lies” with him @JP because he wants to buy leather shoes for the wedding tomorrow. BUT, there isn’t any suitable shoes to go with that black, nice and cool jeans he bought at Zara (the reason WHY I say that jeans is nice and cool was because I AM the one who chose it. Ok, that’s beside the point lah. Wahahaha). So, dropped the idea and we went to buy ticket for the movie @ 12.20mn and we went to arcade to spend the rest of the time. I think this is the FIRST time i went arcade with him loh. Guess what? I think we have spent more than $50 bucks in the 2 arcades. Why? Trying to catch that stitch toy.. And we spent $45 on that sweet machine thinking I will win that cute stitch toy and guess what? I got ANOTHER toy (see picture below) which I think looks like him. LOL! And now, I have one BIG packet of sweets. I think it weighs about 1KG? =]

Wahahaha, so you agreed with me?

And I think the movie is great! And the character Russell Crowe (Ed Hoffman) is really fucked up because he’s so interested in catching the terrorist leader, he don’t care about the innocent lives! Whereas Leonardo Dicaprio (Roger Ferris) who plays an intelligent CIA officer who works with Hani Salaam to track down the terrorist leader, Al Salim. And how spy works, it’s really interesting. Go watch it man. Don’t waste such a good movie.

Because I’m a fan of Russell Crowe, I think the movie is damn good. =D After that we took a cab homeee! And here I am sitting in front of my laptop, feeling too laziie to go shower.. I think I will go shower in a few minutes time, and yeah, I LIED. Perhaps in an hour’s time! Hahaha

YAY! Jaymee got a Photoshop CS 3 for Dummies! =] Yes, it’s a book for someone like me. LOL. And this makes me very very happy! I wanted a Dummies for a long time! =D

Went out with him and his friends yesterday after work, because he says he needs to go shopping and since I’m free, I went. We went to Crystal Jade Kitchen to have dinner and the food? Not too bad loh, but I must say the Presentation of food is really suck. The REAL presentation of the food looks so DIFFERENT from the picture loh. Duh. After that we went to Zara to pick some new clothes for him for the wedding dinner tomorrow, and guess what? It’s so fucking expensive lo! OMG. Then, we went to Pool Junction @ 101 Building opposite Selegie. Had 4 hours of POOL and 4 hours of DRINKING (I mean, the couple and him drink beer & wine and me drinking fruit punch because I don’t like BEER.). I must say that Jia Fei (Don‘s gf) is really good at drinking! Because she drank quite a lot and she still look as if she didn’t even touch the alcohol while Don look like a cook lobster. LOL~~!! Then, we went to Boat Quay because he wants to drink and to look for his friends. After that, I see him home and walked back home.

I must say that I’m not very confident in entering any relationship now. Because I simply cannot stand being hurt again. And I hate it simply because each time it happens when that person is drunk. =[

What makes me happy is, I got my stuffs back… BUT, he forgot about my Elmo! Zzzzz.

To my dearest Evelyn. Cya in awhile! =]

Loves

It’s a tradition that people get sabo for their birthdays, it doesn’t matter whether it’s belated or not because sabotage is a MUST. Soooo, their sabotage starts at 5.15p.m because that’s the time I finish work and Zong Da was so serious until I thought they are going to sack me. Anyways, they really dress Winna up as Pikachu (don’t ask me why, because when I first joined the company, this is already her nickname) and dress me as Minnie Mouse loh. =.=

And Hoi walked into the CLA session… and saw Winna’s outfit. Ha! So spectacular!

And this is my VERY CUTE and NICE perfume music box. Unique right? Too bad that I don’t use perfume because it makes me sneeze. =[

And of cos, this is my birthday card lah. Wing Kin wrote on my birthday card as I’m dead. =.=

And and and! I went to collect my mini mahjong at Raffles Place today! It’s damn cool, even Scandal wants it for his mother. =P

I went to meet Scandal for dinner after collecting my mahjong and now, I can have secret mahjong session in my room. LOL! Went to Super Bowl for dinner and stayed there for some crapping session. =] After that I have to carry my heavy bag home, maybe I should just exploit his goodness next time when he offer to send me home. LOL. =P

And, that’s very nice of Ken to bring me Honey Lemon to the office for my sore throat. So touched can? =]

I went to visit Alyssa on Sunday! Because it’s her first month and she’s dressed up! So pretty and cute. =]

And went out with Scandal and his friends for singing session@ Dynasty (was supposed to go zoo but his friends are meeting him @ 1p.m, so we decided to go another day). Nothing much because we just chit chat until 6plus in the morning after a movie (Beverly Hills Chihuahua) @ JP. =]

Why does it seems like Nicholas is not listening to whatever I said to him? Mean or what, I don’t know. All I know is, he’s trying to make me look bad. As if I’m the evil person thrashing all his hopes of wanting me back and stuffs like that. Reasons why I can’t totally ignore him is because, I don’t have the heart to do so + he can always ‘drop by’ my office to wait for me and most importantly, I don’t wanna be so evil. How many times do I have to make myself very clear and he’s still not listening to me? He said I did not listen to him, it was because I’ve been listening to him until it’s getting on my nervous. He says he’s treating me as a friend, LIKE HOW? Ask me over for dinner + overnight at his house and then I should just let him hug me to sleep because he enjoys that and I LOATHE that because I’m NO LONGER his girlfriend? How many times do I have to explain that I do not love him and I will never love him? He says I’m concluding this whole thing too fast. How many times do I have to explain to him that I have someone else in mind? He says all guys will treat me badly and he’s the ONLY person who will treat me whole heartedly + he loves me so much. How many times do I have tell him all these? He kept telling me not to bring my stuffs back now because he has so many things in mind, which I REALLY DON’T CARE. Even if I give him time, he should use this time to forget about this whole relationship and move on. And not stuck here, making us so miserable and make this whole situation so ugly. I said so many things that I think it’s so mean until I can’t even take it, how can he? So, all I ask is very simple. Just to get my stuffs back and STOP all these shit. This will make my life better. So what I’m treating him better than you? So what I’m treating others better than you? That’s because you couldn’t accept the fact that we broke up and I have to do such things to make you realize it! I wish you can leave me alone and stop talking to me when I doing stuffs.

Ok, I went to Singapore Flyer with him on my birthday. This is as a birthday present for me. =] The scenery up there is good, just that once the IR completed, the view will splendid! We took the 6.30p.m ride and finishes at 7p.m. After that we went to Popeye to have dinner. And guess what? They were showing Popeye’s cartoon! How i miss that cartoon. It’s just too lame. After dinner, we went to esplanada for a walk and watch some performance by the river and headed home around 10p.m. =]

And then, I meet up with Wei Kang who wishes me “Happy Birthday” at least 4 times, and he was the 1st one who SMSed me! =D We went to Southern Bridge somewhere near Mt Faber and it’s so windy till I think I can just sleep there! And then we went to Balestier for Bak Ku Teh! Omg, the soup is very nice, except that the meat is… very hard lo. After that we headed home. =]

Ok, time to upload some pictures I took during my birthday period! LOL! It feels like the whole week is my birthday. =] Maybe not the whole week. I have got people wishing me “Happy Birthday” since Monday, and that person is Wei Kang. LOL. Ok lah.

Anyways, I am so happy because these are my besties who came for my birthday dinner every single year. =] See, how touched Jaymee is? We went to Pasta Fresca located at Boat Quay for my birthday dinner. Dinner is great! So are the desserts! =] After which, we went to Jiu Tan Lin @ 38 Carpenter St for some drinks, pool and jokes. And of cos, some photo taking session! And, I’m glad Michelle came down with her bf to wish me ‘Happy Birthday’. That’s the nicest thing when you have a bf who own a car. And and and! They sang me a “Happy Birthday” song can? Right after midnight. =D How can I not be happy? =]

@Pasta Fresca

@ Jiu Tan Lin






Oh oh oh! He got the same birth DATE (as in date and month) as me! =D

My pressies! =D

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music, feel the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Though it’s not the orginal singer, I think this couple is really good! =]

i’m in love with my best friend too.