Baby Alyssa

Was supposed to wake up early to catch the 2p.m show, High School Musical, with my younger sister, but I only woke up at 1p.m . . so we couldn’t make it on time. LOL. So, I was taking my own sweet time to prepare because we are going to visit Alyssa today! I got ready by 3.30p.m and went downstairs with my sister to the air the car first because it was so freaking hot. So we took some pictures of the little small bear. =] Then we headed to Redhill because my mum needs to pass my ah ma some thing. and off we go, head to my elder sister’s house! =D We stayed there till 7plus p.m and then papa send us to JP because my younger sister wants to buy some stuffs. and we had dinner there as well.

Nicholas called today. Actually he called me 4plus a.m wanting to meet me. But I told him to go home instead because I am SLEEPING already. I feel very bad for treating treating him this way now, seriously. I kept telling him that I wanna shift my things back, but he won’t let me. And now, I m stuck here. And I really feel sucky the whole time. Worse is, when people doubted me. He say I could be lying to him that I did not stay overnight at Nicholas‘s house. He called me last night at 2plus a.m but I hanged up, because I was already in my LALALA land, then suddenly I heard someone MSN-ing me. So I went to my laptop. And he SMSed me to ask me if I was at Nicholas‘s house that’s why I hanged up his call. This is VERY DISAPPOINTING. So now, I am branded as a liar. Great. The whole time I was waiting for his reply and ya, I was giving him attitude. Oh well, I think there is no point talking about this because I don’t even think that we will end up being together. And, he says if it’s other guys who called me, I won’t do such thing to that person. Well, that depends very much on my mood. You see, WHAT’S the point of me LIKING HIM when I can’t tell EVERYONE. This is as well as me being alone right? I won’t be so bastard this time around to use others again. Because I did that to Nicholas. I used Nicholas to forget about him – Jin Jie. Nevermind, I will stop myself from liking him anyways. I hate this feeling very much. I can just tell him, don’t like me too. Or, he already stopped liking me. Oh well, it’s ok. Noone loves Jaymee anyways. Perhaps, this is my love life. That’s so sad right? Before I start emo-ing, I should go shower and head to my bed.

The bear that controls the steering wheel.

Emo-ing

The Coffin

Looking at the rear mirror.

Traffic police man says, put on ur seat belt!

He’s reserved.

Sleeping in the Baby’s rocking bed/chair