Why does it seems like Nicholas is not listening to whatever I said to him? Mean or what, I don’t know. All I know is, he’s trying to make me look bad. As if I’m the evil person thrashing all his hopes of wanting me back and stuffs like that. Reasons why I can’t totally ignore him is because, I don’t have the heart to do so + he can always ‘drop by’ my office to wait for me and most importantly, I don’t wanna be so evil. How many times do I have to make myself very clear and he’s still not listening to me? He said I did not listen to him, it was because I’ve been listening to him until it’s getting on my nervous. He says he’s treating me as a friend, LIKE HOW? Ask me over for dinner + overnight at his house and then I should just let him hug me to sleep because he enjoys that and I LOATHE that because I’m NO LONGER his girlfriend? How many times do I have to explain that I do not love him and I will never love him? He says I’m concluding this whole thing too fast. How many times do I have to explain to him that I have someone else in mind? He says all guys will treat me badly and he’s the ONLY person who will treat me whole heartedly + he loves me so much. How many times do I have tell him all these? He kept telling me not to bring my stuffs back now because he has so many things in mind, which I REALLY DON’T CARE. Even if I give him time, he should use this time to forget about this whole relationship and move on. And not stuck here, making us so miserable and make this whole situation so ugly. I said so many things that I think it’s so mean until I can’t even take it, how can he? So, all I ask is very simple. Just to get my stuffs back and STOP all these shit. This will make my life better. So what I’m treating him better than you? So what I’m treating others better than you? That’s because you couldn’t accept the fact that we broke up and I have to do such things to make you realize it! I wish you can leave me alone and stop talking to me when I doing stuffs.