Why did I went to Singapore Flyer with Mr. Invisible on my BIRTHDAY?

But despite this, I’m very happy that I went to Singapore Flyer today. =]

Thanks Mr. Invisible. Sigh.

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.

picture contributed by Miss Irene Lee. =]

Happy Birthday to me! Yes yes, it’s finally my birthday after waiting for 365 days. =] It’s so cool, to ‘count down’ to my birthday with some of my best friends like Alicia, Amy, Rebecca and even Michelle came down with her boyfriend who happened to have the SAME birthday as me. =D

Thank babes! Because with you girls around, I feel like I’m the world’s happiest girl! Thank you so much. =] Loves.

Yes yes! Jaymee is going for Singapore Flyer tonight with him. Am looking forward to the Flyer! =]

Went for my cousin’s wedding on Sunday. It’s held at Merchant Court. =] Finally huh? Some decent looking hotel, but the food is not that fantastic. Ehhh, actually nothing much to blog leh, because there isn’t anyone too handsome or too chio for me to take picture liao. Sad-ed. Anyways, my father was very naughty. He gulp the whole glass of red wine and looked like a cooked lobster and he was disurbing the new waiter who served our table because he spilled my tea. LOL. That scene was hilarious. The whole thing ends at 11p.m, and then we headed home. =D

And and and, I’m going to Singapore Flyer this Friday! So happy right? Just hope and pray that everything turns out great for that day. =D

Met up with him for movie at Cineleisure. Yup, I have watched “Madagascar“! Received his SMS as early as 6a.m yesterday, and because I went to bed like 4plus – 5a.m, so I was awaken by the SMS sound. And, I was very happy, because I can watch the movie!

Anyways, I meet up with him at 4p.m and then we headed to Cineleisure for the movie. And the movie is funny, but short. But again, don’t expect a cartoon to be very long. And when I saw the trailer for this new movie “Beverly Hills Chihuahua” I almost flip and die from laughing because the main chihuahua looks like Tooty. LOL. I can even imagine if one day Tooty sings that song to me. =.=||| ok, this is PURELY for imagination only, I don’t wanna die from the trauma my dog’s gonna give me if he EVER sing to me. After the movie, we went to TCC to have dinner because both of us are damn hungry already. And then, Alvin and Rau (both are his friends) came to meet us and we head to Timbre because he made a booking @ 8p.m.. The LIVE band starts at 10.15p.m and after they sang 2-3 songs, we headed to a pub located at Princesep St because Alvin wants to watch soccer, I didn’t remember wrongly.. it’s ManU VS Stoke (or something like that). And, ManU won 5-0. Thrashed totally. Whatever it is, soccer didn’t really interest me. LOL. After that we head to this pub called “Gossip Bar/Pub” at Paradise Centre. This is the first time I’ve entered a pub filled with malays. And what caught our attention is the LIVE band, and seriously, the guitarist is really crazy! I mean he’s damn good. So if you wanna know how good he really is, head there and you’ll know! They are playing at the pub from Monday – Saturday, of course if you head down on Sunday you won’t get to see them because it’s their off day lah dey. After that we headed home. =]

@ TCC
The Spaghetti de Clam

Beef D’Luxe

@ Timbre
Chicken wings

The tomato + cheeze pizza



me & him

The Indian with White hand


Sofia and Me

Nose digging session.

Ehhh, we are supposed to have the slutty look, but sorry, I don’t know how!

On the way to Princesep St

We SQEEUZE into the picture!



Christmas is coming, are you getting me a pressie?

@ Pub

Met up with with Kai, Yan Ling, Yu Ji and Kai‘s friend, Linda for some singing action~! Haven’t seen the rest for a long time, so we had fun singing and Linda got so high.. it feels like we are partying in Partyworld. Dancing, singing, dancing and singing. We sang till 1plus a.m and then we head back home. =]

Some crazy videos:

Some stupid pictures.

I’m feeling really bad now. But there isn’t anyone to talk to. This actually makes me feel even worse.

Nicholas doesn’t deserve such treatment from me at all, after all what he has done for me? No, he don’t. But, can you tell me what I should do? To go back to him or continue to search for my love? I don’t know man. I thought I knew, but seeing him, I see the past me. Where is me? I don’t feel like I’m me anymore. Like as if I changed overnight. I’m so stuck here. If I’m like him, things would be easier. Because all he needs to do is to tell me fuck off, and here I am emo-ing about this. Yeah, this more like me.

I’m not a very adventurous person to begin with. So, I really hate to be in a relationship ever since mine ended with him. I was being selfish, so selfish that I actually pull Nicholas into the picture. He’s the innocent one. I am not. I always think that my world crumple down ever since he broke up with me TWICE. Though people say I’m silly, but that’s the way I am. I really can’t help it, because I really love him a lot and most of the time, I wished he will know. So what he does knows I love him a lot? I can’t force simply force him to love me right? So, I was forced to give him up. No, I’m not trying to gain sympathy here, because I don’t deserve any. I’m evil. I’m bad. Who says I’m a nice girl? I don’t think that way anymore.

Was rather moody for the past few days, and I have no idea why. Sigh. This has been going on for awhile, and I’m afraid if I continue to behave this way, people around me might start to leave me one by one. And what I’m having might be what I call PRE-BIRTHDAY symptom. Sounds stupid I know, but I realized how moody I can be whenever my birthday is coming near. Damnit, why is it so? I don’t know. Because I was always feeling down, moodless for everything. Nevermind about that. I decided to go meet Evelyn and Peili for steamboat today! I didn’t know it was to celebrate my birthday until Evelyn told me. Oh well, it wasn’t really much of a celebration. We just had dinner and take photos and ta-da, here comes my FIRST present. =D

After that we headed home. I was so tired can? Because I went to rent DVD to watch last night, and I wanted to continue it today.. Since I reached home so late, I shall wait till tomorrow. =D And my family sang me “Happy Birthday” song. Thanks to the birthday cake sponsored by Nicholas. Oh well, he actually made effort in preparing the surprises for me, I’m touched. But not to the point I will go back to him.

My new sunglass! =D

Zi lian


SMILE!

the almost done steamboat

The deco of the new Tian Tian Steamboat place




And this is the you-can-never-blow-off-the-flame candles. Which is on my birthday cake too.

My birthday cake!


My first present!

And and and! Jaymee FINALLY got a wallet. Thanks ladies. =D

I dun understand WHY he can’t be NICER or FRIENDLIER to me. ZZZZZ.

I don’t like him. Oh yah, he didn’t tell me to like him what.

ZZZZZZZZZ

And, I am NOT going to celebrate my birthday anymore. Why? Because I DON’T WANT anymore. =[