Was late LATE LATE for my driving lesson today. Argh. So stupid right? And the instructor only pass me one lesson today so I’m even more sad can? Nevermind, after driving i went to visit Alyssa. =D And I spent the whole day there. Watching TV, play PSP, MSN-ing.. Yah, using my new mobile phone! So cool right? So I can use WLAN wherever I am now! Haha, so cool right? I know. LOL! Ok, I might sound hao lian, but I DON’T CARE! Hahaha~ And yeah, my brother-in-law is indeed weird, because he insisted on using WAP on his Nokia N73, worse of all, he didn’t know his hp doesn’t have WLAN. o.O ok lah, get used to it ok? Because he’s always so weird and my sister and I had a hard time explaining things to him. LOL.

And, I’m so not looking forward to my birthday. I don’t know why. Sigh.

I think I’m getting more and more depressed every single day. Really, at least that’s what I thought so. And I think it’s important to get someone you love the most, but now I think otherwise.

I realized that we are drifting apart from each other. I don’t know why, but this feeling just came to me today. I just don’t understand why do I have to wait for GUYS. Aren’t they supposed to be waiting for the GIRLS? And I waited for Teck Yong for whole 30 minutes. I called him TWICE, he didn’t pick up but he replied my sms. Fuck right? At that point of time, I feel like going home because I HATE TO WAIT. Why can’t people just be ON TIME and stop wasting my time on waiting?? Or at least CALL me in advance to tell me that he’ll be late? All he told me was, because he thought he’s meeting me at 7.30p.m.. ZZZZZ. This is so sad for me, because I waited for Nicholas for 30 minutes yesterday too. And at this point of time, I am so pissed off already. Ok, you can say I’m petty or whatsoever, I don’t care, what I care about is the time wasted while waiting for these LATE KINGS and QUEENS.

I went to watch “High School Musical 3” with him anyways. And the show is not too bad. What surprises me was, Priscilla and Yvonne was sitting next to me! I didn’t notice them until we walked out of the theater and I’m starting to find the person in front of me behaves so much like Priscilla (I mean of course lah! Cos it’s really her!). Then we took a train home. I didn’t really want to go home so early, but there isn’t anything for us to do, thus… he went to meet his friends and I headed back home.

Congrats to Evelyn who passed her BTT (Basic Theory Test), FINALLY right? After several tries. And now, she can go for practical lessons… Speaking of that, I think I better go to bed soon, because I’m having my practical lesson tomorrow. SIgh. I really need someone to talk to.. About what? I don’t know.

Ok, I bought my new handphone today. =] Nokia E71. I think I’m such a nokia fan. LOL.

I am so happy today! Went over to his house to take the Adobe Creative Design Suite from him because Rebecca needs the Adobe Dreamweaver. The feeling of stepping into his house after so many months is really weird. And his sister was at home too. So I felt even more weird. The same familiar place where I had been to, and the unfamiliar room (because he and his sister swopped room). Ahhh. Anyways, the transferring of 9GB files is very fast and that happens in less than 5 minutes I think. Fast right? And he was kinda hao lian-ing his fantastic graphic card. And of course not just that, he was also hao lian-ing his computer run so fast. =.=||| And then I saw this drawing pad on his desk, so I test it out by drawing using photoshop. And this is so cool because I’m a 23 years old OLD WOMAN with 3 years old KID’S drawing (and I think some 3 years old kid can draw better than me loh). I have no idea what to draw but I feel like drawing so the one you see now is my ‘masterpiece’. LOL. Ugly I know, but i find it cute leh. (obviously, cause I am the one who drew it!!) After that we went to Gek Poh to have dinner. Guess what? KFC again! Wahahahaha!! This is eat-KFC-for-dinner week! Gosh!! =D Guess what? He still remembers that I love to use 2 straws for my drinks! I know I sound totally retarded here, but he always surprise me when he remember certain small details you know? But the thing is, he thought I smoke. That’s besides the main point. And I had a nice time crapping with him once again. And after that we head home. And I just installed the Adobe Dreamweaver and Fireworks. =] How nice is it? Muahahaha. Oh yea, I knew he will laugh at me because even though I have installed it, I don’t know really how to use. Oh well, nevermind about that. Sure I will master it soon. LOL!

Heehee, FINALLY I went to make my hair look nicer, and now it doesn’t look like shit liao. So he can stop saying about my hair when he sees me. LOL. But, he‘s always suan-ing me. I reached Jing Shen‘s house at about 5.45p.m and start to do my hair at 6pm and finish by 10p.m, so it’s actually a long process. Lucky, I got TV to watch, and people to crap with. Wanted to dye black but aunty say if my hair dye black it will look fake PLUS I did rebonding, so I dyed DARK BROWN. =] And, I’m quite satisfy with my hair. And, the pic is damn ugly. But I don’t have talent in photoshop, so I can’t even edit it to be prettier. That’s so sad right? If I keep bugging him just to edit my photo like a bit bo liao right? That makes me sad also.

And I finally fixed my wireless problem. Thanks to him again. He‘s the FIRST person I thought of, don’t know why. Perhaps, I will give him a dinner treat for helping me. Depends on when he‘s free. =]

Oh, BTW, Obama Barack won the 44th President Election! The first Black president of USA. =D CHEERS!

I keep telling myself if I were to make any decision, I will just stay firm.

I told myself that I NEED TO BE FIRM.

So what’s my conclusion with him?

That will be, us remain as friends.

And i will try to be firm, unless otherwise stated. HAHA

Was supposed to wake up early to catch the 2p.m show, High School Musical, with my younger sister, but I only woke up at 1p.m . . so we couldn’t make it on time. LOL. So, I was taking my own sweet time to prepare because we are going to visit Alyssa today! I got ready by 3.30p.m and went downstairs with my sister to the air the car first because it was so freaking hot. So we took some pictures of the little small bear. =] Then we headed to Redhill because my mum needs to pass my ah ma some thing. and off we go, head to my elder sister’s house! =D We stayed there till 7plus p.m and then papa send us to JP because my younger sister wants to buy some stuffs. and we had dinner there as well.

Nicholas called today. Actually he called me 4plus a.m wanting to meet me. But I told him to go home instead because I am SLEEPING already. I feel very bad for treating treating him this way now, seriously. I kept telling him that I wanna shift my things back, but he won’t let me. And now, I m stuck here. And I really feel sucky the whole time. Worse is, when people doubted me. He say I could be lying to him that I did not stay overnight at Nicholas‘s house. He called me last night at 2plus a.m but I hanged up, because I was already in my LALALA land, then suddenly I heard someone MSN-ing me. So I went to my laptop. And he SMSed me to ask me if I was at Nicholas‘s house that’s why I hanged up his call. This is VERY DISAPPOINTING. So now, I am branded as a liar. Great. The whole time I was waiting for his reply and ya, I was giving him attitude. Oh well, I think there is no point talking about this because I don’t even think that we will end up being together. And, he says if it’s other guys who called me, I won’t do such thing to that person. Well, that depends very much on my mood. You see, WHAT’S the point of me LIKING HIM when I can’t tell EVERYONE. This is as well as me being alone right? I won’t be so bastard this time around to use others again. Because I did that to Nicholas. I used Nicholas to forget about him – Jin Jie. Nevermind, I will stop myself from liking him anyways. I hate this feeling very much. I can just tell him, don’t like me too. Or, he already stopped liking me. Oh well, it’s ok. Noone loves Jaymee anyways. Perhaps, this is my love life. That’s so sad right? Before I start emo-ing, I should go shower and head to my bed.

The bear that controls the steering wheel.

Emo-ing


The Coffin

Looking at the rear mirror.


Traffic police man says, put on ur seat belt!


He’s reserved.

Sleeping in the Baby’s rocking bed/chair

Baby Alyssa

My sister show me Garfield comic strip. And this is so FUNNY. OMG, the first thing I did was to Laugh Out LOUD. And REAL loud. Rebecca was kinda lag though. She laughed a few minutes later. =.=|||

Anyways, she reached my house at 4a.m just before I wanna go to bed. Wah lao, so I end up slpg at 6a.m. ZZZZ. Nevermind, so I had to drag myself out of my bed to go BBDC for my driving lesson. And I had finish my U-turn lesson and Slope lesson. After that, I went home and take my beauty sleep before meeting him. We were supposed to meet 5.30p.m at Gek Poh for dinner first, but I was feeling so tired until I just laze around until 5.15p.m then I’m willing to get out of my bed. And I had already have an idea on what I wanna have for my dinner, LASAK that is. LOL. Have been eating lasak ever since I had it in the hospital. =X

Anyways, we had to skip the dinner and head to town for “SAW V“. Yeah, I watched it again and this time round, I got a better seat. =D It’s very tiring sitting at the front 2 row watching 3 movies and I have no pleasure watching SAW V since it’s the LAST movie at Horrorthon. Nonetheless, I do enjoy the Horrorthon with laughter that is. =] And I had a big portions of nachos to myself. heh heh. It kinda end all my hungry-ness. Hehe. And this time round, I can concentrate on the movie. =D

The movie

This time round, SAW V story is more on Hoffman. It says about Hoffman killing his sister’s boyfriend, who had murdered her, and make the whole murder looks as if its a work of Jigsaw. And after that, Jigsaw went to him and from then onwards, Hoffman works on Jigsaw’s order. And at the same time, it shows 5 persons who are connected to each other somehow, being locked in a room with different test. And, the advise was, do the opposite from what you think. It’s too late for them to realize everything because by then the rest are dead. They were supposed to work together and not kill each other in order to survive. In the outside world, Hoffman is trying to put down Peter who knows who he really was. And the ending? You watch yourself loh. LOL.

To me, SAW V isn’t as great as the previous SAW series. But you should watch it if you are a SAW fan, like me. =] I still love it though. Gore.

After the movie we headed home because he say he got work to do. We took train home and on the way back home, he told me I had applied too much foundation because I had a SMILE LINES at the sides of my mouth. =.=||| Then, he comment about my NOSE because it’s peeling away. I have TRIED many ways to resolve this ok? Nothing works. Moving on to my hair, I have to agree my hair SUCKS lah. Because it’s so FRIZZY can? =[ Anyways, I’m going to do a soft rebonding and dye my hair black. And this will make me a happier person. But what makes me happy and surprised is, he still remembers my birthday though I have wanted to celebrate my birthday with him last year. =.=||| Anyways, that event is over so no point talking about that because this will remind me how disappointed I was last year. What plans do I have for my birthday? I don’t know. But but but~ I wanna go on Singapore Flyer if someone can accompany me. I have been thinking about that day and night and night and day. ARGH. I shall just think about it then. LOL. I had to go to Gek Poh to make my payment for my bills in case I forget about them. And he accompany me there and have dinner. Yeah, I had my lasak! LOL. We just sat there and chat till 11plus and head back home. And here I am sitting in front of my laptop, feeling sleepy. I think I will just work on my flash after I buy the RAM for my laptop since it’s so fucking slow now.