Today is New Year’s Eve. The very last day of 2008 and I feel a big hole in my pocket. Nevermind about that. Pay delays. Shit happens. Anyways, since it’s a new year, I supposed we need to come out with a NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! Have you come up with any? I am still cracking my brain to come up with some resolutions that I can achieve in the coming year. It’s quite stupid to come up with NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS and none of them I have achieve. Perhaps thinking of achieving half of them? Not too greedy I supposed. Let me do some flash back on what had happened for the past 12 months.

Janaury 2008
My first day working at ECU Line Singapore. The day I met Peili‘s close friends (Evelyn and Christina). And I have spent my last day of 2007 with Peili and Evelyn. This is also the month when I patched up with Baby for the 2nd time. I remembered I did not dare to tell the others because I was scare that they might scold me.

Feburary 2008
I spent my 2nd CNY with Baby.

I lost my wallet prior 2 days before CNYE and my morale was very low then. Searching high and low for it. Cracking my brain to recall the possible place I could have misplaced my wallet. Made my 1st police report and called up the cab company and pray really hard for someone to call me back. Lucky for me, 2 weeks later someone returned me my wallet with everything intacted. =D

March 2008
Organised a chalet @ Pasir Ris. This is the month where we ended our relationship for the 2nd time. It feels like Baby used a knife and pierced into my heart over and over again. He came to MY chalet with a girl whom he claimed was his friend. My heart sank once again. Crying bitterly. This is the first time I shouted at my bestie, Peili, for lying to me. Si Kai for bringing him over with that girl. They claimed they did not know what’s going on between them. All I knew the next time was, that day he went to Singapore Flyer with her. And I quitted my job.

April
My ah ma passed away on April Fool’s day. This is so sad.

I kept myself very busy so that I will not have my mind wandering. I was hving fun with Peili and Si Kai. Go drinking with them till wee hours. And I know I still misses him.

Had my first meet up with Teck Yong and co. And celebrated Teck Yong‘s birthday for the 1st time @ Kbox.

I found a job @ Creative! I was so happy! Because the pay was pretty high. Was looking forward to start my new job.

May 2008
My sister’s birthday and her wedding.

And I went to Jurong Bird Park for the 1st time with Teck Yong!! And I have finally see my penguins after so long! And I was laughing so hard at Teck Yong‘s BONGO BURGERS referring to a swan. LOL.

And I went JB with Si Kai, Yu Ji and Brandon! That was my 2nd time there. Because the 1st time I went with Sze Tien and had some bad experience there. =[ And it was my first time having dinner @ the hawker street of JB. We went to city square for a walk and have some singing actioN!

And then it’s Si Kai‘s birthday.

June 2008
This is the 1st time I saw Nicholas. And I told Peili my first impression of him was, the feeling he gave me was very Jin Jie. Perhaps it was just me and my weird thinking.

And I finally signed up for my Basic Theory Test @ BBDC. =D

July 2008
Up to this day, I still know in my heart that I misses him. And when I know thru facebook that he changed his number and MSN, I was even more heart broken. Baby deleted me from facebook and blocked me. And this is the month, I accepted Nicholas to force myself to move on. Which I think is a mistake.

Putting that aside, we went for ICE SKATING!

August 2008
Peili got a pet dog named Hugo! And we went to visit after work. =D

and it was my 1st month with Nicholas….

and I bought my 1st digital camera! And this is the start of my snap snap career!

September 2008
I passed both my BTT and FTT at one try! =D Am I smart or not? Hee.

And the world first night race! F1 facing~

And basically, I am always hanging out with Teck Yong and his friends. At this point of time, I have already wanted to break up with Nicholas. Because after 2 months together, I realized I just couldn’t do it.

October 2008
I have finally insisted on a break up. And Baby SMSed me after 7 months makes me…… I was so determined to be bad to him but it seems like I can’t do it.

The month after Zong Yang was enlisted.

Meet up with my poly friends after 2 years. =D

And the supervisor I hated the most. The one on the extreme LEFT.

The month my brother is being enlisted.

and this is the month I decided to cut my hair REAL SHORT.

The day my sister’s NEWBORN baby is born!! Her name is Alyssa Ng Le Xuan!

November 2008
My birthday!

I had my belated birthday with Teck Yong and his friends. Was supposed to go zoo. But because he’s meeting his friends for singing, so we went singing instead.

Meet up with Wei Kang on my birthday and went to take a stroll @ the long bridge near Fort Canning.

Went to Singapore Flyer for the 1st time with Baby. (he wasn’t my bf then)


And spent my time counting down to my birthday with my close friends! =D

December 2008
Meet up with my primary school friends after 11 years. =] and I had my 1st steamboat disaster. =X Pain like hell. And now, my thigh looks ugly. =[

Now that we are back together. I wondered if this is a right thing to do. I spent my 1st xmas eve with him. Because he went out with his friends on Xmas day. So sad right? I was left alone. And at times, I think we don’t agree on certain stuffs. Played mahjong with his aunty, sister and his brother-in-law just last week. This month, no much pics.

Now, back to my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for the year 2009. This time round I will come up with some practical ones. LOL. I think my resolution for the each new year are almost the same leh. And Baby hates it when I told him I don’t have much confident. Worse right? So I decided to have more confidence in myself in the coming year. So here I go~

1) Gain weight, gain weight, gain weight! Baby says I am getting more and more skinny. And this has been in my NY Resolution every year, so this time round.. this resolution stays put until I gain some weight and become a chio chio bu~! If possible, make me taller lah. I know I’m too old to grow tall already.

2) Since I have quit my job, I need to hunt for one soon. Possible in 1 or 2 weeks’ time. And hopefully it’s something interesting and not as boring as the job scope in Creative. Perhaps in a few years’ time I am a businesswoman already? Perhaps I will be earning big bucks in my next job?

3) Pass my Traffic Police Test at my FIRST try. I know everyone says it might not be possible. And with guy friends telling me to wear shorter skirts, low cut top or whatsoever.. I aint gonna do that! I am sure I can pass with my own effort. The only thing I’m lacking of is self confident. I know I can do it!

4) Do not say “NO” to opportunity. I am going to grab whatever is available now since economy recession is affecting everywhere now. Of course, that doesn’t mean I m going to resort to selling insurance. I am not that rich to sell property. So I shall see what’s coming up next.

5) I know this year I have been slacking away. Not serious in anything. I swear with my hands, my fingers, my toes and my feet that I am going to make 2009 a better year for me! Because it’s MY MOOMOO year! Hees.

And thinking now, it’s the 1st time I am spending my NYE with Baby! Heehees.

I smell freedom, finally. After 8 months of tolerating this stupid job of mine. Hooray! So I’m so happy I am OUT of the company. When I was looking at the stupid supervisor, I feel like going over and kick his leg. I know it sounds stupid. But this supervisor always aim at me.

Incident one:
People read magazine, read newspaper and he happened to saw it.. these people are FINE.
I read a book, he got my team leader to talk to me. Ok, FINE. I don’t read anymore

Incident two:
People uses MSN, surf net. They are safe because he didn’t saw them doing any of those.
But I am damn suay, he walked past me and saw me BLOGGING, so he went to check with MIS on what the hell I did with my computer. Example: I MSN or surf net. So he got MIS to print out my conversation with Peili. Ok, no big deal. So I stopped using MSN after that.

Incident three:
I am everyday late for work. Ok, my bad for being late for almost an hour on certain days due to overslept. So what’s the big deal? Look at all those permanent staffs. They never late for work meh? Ok lah, they late but they don’t go home OTD (on the dot), but if I don’t go home on time what am I supposed to do? Continue to hit the mosquitoes?

Incident four:
Took too much MC. Used up my 14 days. But the thing is, I AM REALLY SICK what. I cannot take MC meh? Ok perhaps out these 14 days MC, 2 days was probably because I was too lazy. But working in a call centre with less than 15 calls a day, I am really so important? Pui. Working 9.5 hours a day, most of the time I have nothing to do. And because I AM A CONTRACT STAFF so, I wasn’t assign to any ‘important’ task. Whatever.

So this supervisor, wants to speak to me with my timesheet. Out of the 28 days (this month), I was late everyday min 15 mins and 2 days out these 28 days i was late for an hour due to overslept. Oh well, so out of concern, he asked me if I think this job suits me. Of cos it doesn’t suit me. If this job is very important to me, I would have drag myself to work despite the tiredness. But the thing is, working in a call centre with nothing to do is even more tiring because I have to pretend to be busy everytime he walked pass. And WTF for? I see his LJ face I am already very unhappy already and I have tahan for 8 months. What for? Because the money isn’t attracting me. So what it’s high pay? I don’t ENJOY working in this environment at all. So this supervisor of mine told me “How? You cannot stay in CLA anymore and CLI and CLE doesn’t have any vancanies anymore? What do you think you should do?”. I wanted to asked him “So what do you think I should do? And what are you suggesting?”. Maybe I should say, “No, I don’t think I wanna quit yet.”. But I was so desperate to get out of that bloody place, so I say “Then I tender loh.”. So my supervisor say “Ok, then in your resignation letter please ask for wavier of 1 month notice. Which means you don’t have to serve that one month. And I will send you the template later.”. HOOORAY! This is the most happy news for me can? This means that I don’t have to go back to that stupid place and make myself so angry every single time I see his LJ face. I should have gone to him and say “fuck you, i am out of this stupid department of yours!”, but he was in a meeting. Damnit. I have wasted a chance. Nevermind, I still can say that here, in my own BLOG. And I’m not mentioning any names here because in case that block of wood happened to pay my cute blog a visit and this would give him a chance to report me.

I know this entry sounds a little crude. But I don’t always scold my employers. This is to show how fucking stupid he really is. And btw, did I mention that he’s NOT well liked there? People just have to work with him. And people can’t wait to leave. Farewell my colleagues.

Something to share. It’s kinda funny. LOL.

We had our 1st Primary School POST Xmas outing on Friday.

The people who came for the outing:
1) Rina
2) Huiting
3) Yung Quan
4) Choon Kiat
5) Chor Wei
6) Zhaffi
7) Yanee
8) Me

We had our steamboat @ Jin Deli which I must say is NOT a safe place to have steamboat. So I had a steamboat disaster. =[ The whole pot of HOT soup (ginseng chicken & ma la) fell on me when Rina adjusted the pot. Which almost spoils my mood loh. Lucky for me, I wore jeans. After that I had to buy a new pair of shorts to wear and shoes. After that we went to Harry’s Bar @ CHIMJES and after finishing our drinks, we moved to Esplanade and after that we went to Boat Quay’s Mcdonald for a drink. After that Rebecca came to look for me.

Yes, this WHOLE pot fell onto my leg.

And a lot of food which we didn’t really finish because of the disaster.

Yes, Harry’s











We paid $1 each to make up $6 so that he can kiss the bride to be. =D








@ Esplanade

Yes yes yes! This is the young magician I’m talking about, and soon you will agree with me that Baby‘s little cousin is really cute! Look at his expression after performing his magic!

Since the night is still young, so I might as well update my blog now. I spent my Christmas Eve with Baby. This is our 1st Christmas together and hope there is more coming. *Doubting* Anyways, the dept organized a lunch ‘cum’ farewell party for Edmund, Keith and Wendy because this is their last day (month) with us. So I went to IMM to collect the Christmas cake bought by Winna, Brandon & Wing Kin. It’s POTLUCK! And what did I bring? I sponsored the drinks loh. Because I know I will forget about the food.

After work, I headed home to wash up and to grab the present I prepared for Baby. And I was very surprised to see his Aunts, Uncles, and cousins at his house. Because I thought it was a family (as in only his sisters, mother and Aunt). The kids are preparing the decoration (as below):

Interesting rite? They decorated the wall on CNY as well when I went to his house early this year. =] His cousins are really cute. Especially one of them. A little boy whose name I don’t know. He’s really interesting and cute. He was showing the adults his poker card magic. Which makes everyone laugh. Perhaps I can get the video from Baby and upload to my blog. If he allows that is.

Back to the main topic, so Faezah dressed them (Edmund and Keith) up as Santas. So what they need to do is very simple. They just need to give out the presents which is under the ‘Christmas tree’ (as below).

Before that we had our lunch, which is a feast man. We had pizza, salads, mee goreng, turkey and whatever you can see here. And of course, I did take pictures of the individual food, but you know how troublesome it is to upload everything here and I reckon you won’t be so interested in that too.

THE GROUP PHOTOS:

FAREWELL GIFT PRESENTATION:

THE JOY OF RECEIVING:












Look at the smiles of these people. Aren’t you happy too? To receive presents from your friends and love ones? I think I’m happy too. Because this year I get to celebrate my Christmas with Baby. I am wondering if I am able to celebrate my NYE with him, because he’s going to his colleague’s house for dinner.

And, I wasn’t very happy when he say I could join him and then end up I have to stay at home. If he wants to go out with his friends ONLY, go ahead. I am not even stopping him in the first place. What makes me fuming is, he said I could join him for dinner after the movie but he doesn’t know what time is the movie. Which means what? I can’t join him liao because he doesn’t know everything. All he knows was to reach town @ 4p.m. And what makes my blood boils is when he say “I don’t believe you can’t find a friend to go out with today” when I told him the friends I ask wasn’t free. And all he say was “Who says we need to meet everyday?”. Ok, FINE. I shall go out with my friends everyday now. And he still say he doesn’t like me to 撒娇 so I am not supposed to do that anymore. As if I care.

It’s Christmas today! How exciting right? Hahaha! But I will be in dead shit tomorrow. Sigh.

Revealing the pressie that I got for him. A zippo from 77th street. =D

Everyday is a boring day. And what makes it worse was, I had stomach ache when I was on my way to work this morning. Best still, I was carrying 4 x 1.5litres of drinks to my office. And the pain was unbearable. Lucky for me, I happened to saw Zong Da in the same bus, so once we alighted, I hurried my foot steps to catch up with him and got him to help me carry the drinks while I rush all the way to the office’s toilet. Haha, it sounds a little drama I know but I really can’t help it. Because at that point of time I already feel like fainting, due to lack of sleep + stomach ache. And I skipped lunch today because I ‘literally’ fainted on my table once the clock strikes 12noon. Hahaha. And I am a happy person today!

I have to drag myself to town today (normally on weekdays I only go JP lah, or IMM lah, or JE nia) because I need to buy a Christmas present for my love one. =] So, I got him a little something hope he won’t find it stupid or kiddish or whatsoever lah. =X And, today… Rebecca stepped my feet with her don’t-know-how-many-inches-high heels. And my gut feelings is telling me that I will have BLUE BLACK tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow. Whatever. Bf went to have a Christmas dinner with his new company colleagues @ Millennium Walk. And after dinner, we meet up to head home together! And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop. I’m going to bed soon because I’m so tired. Bf keep saying I am becoming more and more skinny.. Am I? I don’t know. Maybe you tell me? =]

Just outside Heeren