I dun understand why does some people always keep each other waiting.

Example: i want to watch a movie, I’ve to WAIT for that person’s reply. What makes it worse is, after long wait… it’s either he replies you slowly or no reply at all. Then in the first place, DON’T SUGGEST OR AGREED on catching a movie. Do you even know that it’s just so bad to give people hopes and then THRASH it. Zzz. But I know that person DON’T.

How come these people just DON’T UNDERSTAND noone likes to be kept waiting all the time?? One minute this person treats you damn nice, next minute he MIA on you and when you SMSed him, all he does was to reply you nothing at all. Doesn’t sound apologetic, as if it’s OK for you to wait and you shouldn’t get angry even if he doesn’t reply you.

YAH, if YOU are mocking at me because I have NOONE to go out with, go ahead. I’m so used to being mocked at BY YOU. Every time, I just feel worse inside my heart. But, NOONE CARES. Once people found their love, they tended to forget about their friends.

And me?

No love. No friends.

What am I thinking now?

I’m thinking it’s just so hard to ask people out now. And guess what? I don’t enjoy being a light bulb all the time because I am always being LEFT OUT. So what’s the point of asking me out if you are going to leave me behind? =[

Can you believe that I have actually cope myself at home for the past 2 days? Can you believe I actually stayed at home on Saturday and Sunday. =.=||| I can’t believe it neither. But this is actually happening to me! Gosh.

Poor me. When your friends have partners and you don’t have. This is what happens. I think I no longer have friends to go out with anymore. Friendless. But, I don’t need a boyfriend just for company. I need a boyfriend to LOVE, to HUG, to REMEMBER me at all times, to make me feel CONFIDENT, to BE THERE for me, when he DOES THINGS he REMEMBER to COUNT ME IN and COMMIT to me, me and ONLY ME. I sounded selfish right? Noone in this world is totally selfless.