Goodbye my love, Goodbye.

I told myself, this is the last time for everything about Jin Jie. This shall be it. I will no longer be angry, upset, broken hearted. No more. The feelings is gone together with the wind. Goodbye my love, goodbye.

If I can start mentioning his name here, it’ll be a relieve for me. Because I no longer hide behind sorrows, looking at him with teary eyes. I no longer hide behind fear, looking at him feeling scared. I no longer hide behind my feelings, looking at him feeling pathetic. I no longer hide under people’s shadow, looking at him feeling so small. I realized that this is the only thing I can do for myself. To be sure, or am I still not sure? For one thing I know is, disappointment will slowly leave me. Happiness will come looking for me. Hope so.

To totally ignore Jin Jie is impossible. Because if I can do it, I would have done it.