Eve of Xmas Eve.

Everyday is a boring day. And what makes it worse was, I had stomach ache when I was on my way to work this morning. Best still, I was carrying 4 x 1.5litres of drinks to my office. And the pain was unbearable. Lucky for me, I happened to saw Zong Da in the same bus, so once we alighted, I hurried my foot steps to catch up with him and got him to help me carry the drinks while I rush all the way to the office’s toilet. Haha, it sounds a little drama I know but I really can’t help it. Because at that point of time I already feel like fainting, due to lack of sleep + stomach ache. And I skipped lunch today because I ‘literally’ fainted on my table once the clock strikes 12noon. Hahaha. And I am a happy person today!

I have to drag myself to town today (normally on weekdays I only go JP lah, or IMM lah, or JE nia) because I need to buy a Christmas present for my love one. =] So, I got him a little something hope he won’t find it stupid or kiddish or whatsoever lah. =X And, today… Rebecca stepped my feet with her don’t-know-how-many-inches-high heels. And my gut feelings is telling me that I will have BLUE BLACK tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow. Whatever. Bf went to have a Christmas dinner with his new company colleagues @ Millennium Walk. And after dinner, we meet up to head home together! And here I am, sitting in front of my laptop. I’m going to bed soon because I’m so tired. Bf keep saying I am becoming more and more skinny.. Am I? I don’t know. Maybe you tell me? =]

Just outside Heeren



I’m so hungry now.

Angry

I have never been so angry for my entire 23 years of my life until I met Nicholas. He’s the ONLY person who can make me so pissed off. I have forgotten about the bottled drinks when I was with Jin Jie. It was after I reached home and I recalled. So I went to Bai Mei and they ran out of Pokka Green Tea, so I was thinking if I should go to JP to buy it. I called Rebecca since she’s at JP but she’s going for a movie so I called Nicholas because I know he was at JP too. After that I dropped the idea of going to JP to buy the bottled drinks but Nicholas kept insisting that I SHOULD buy the bottled drinks last night. I told him I can buy it during lunch time today because I can get my colleagues to carry for me so I told him NOT to come down but he wouldn’t listen to me. I am already not very happy about it. So what’s the point of me trying so hard to talk sense into him when he just WON’T LISTEN? I give up ok! I give up totally! Or can someone kindly talk some senses into him?

Ok, it’s my fault because if I don’t want him around I shouldnt have called him and changed my mind after that. I should change my mind BEFORE I call him. My bad, this will never happen again. Because of him, I have to go to bed @ 2am because he kept forcing me to listen to his emo shit, wanting me to keep him accompany because he’s feeling sad. How come he don’t fucking understand that I CANNOT and WILL not keep him accompany? I am feeling so frustrated just talking to him ok. I already feel like dying. I shall ignore him from today onwards.

Respect my decision. Please.