New Year Resolutions

Today is New Year’s Eve. The very last day of 2008 and I feel a big hole in my pocket. Nevermind about that. Pay delays. Shit happens. Anyways, since it’s a new year, I supposed we need to come out with a NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! Have you come up with any? I am still cracking my brain to come up with some resolutions that I can achieve in the coming year. It’s quite stupid to come up with NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS and none of them I have achieve. Perhaps thinking of achieving half of them? Not too greedy I supposed. Let me do some flash back on what had happened for the past 12 months.

Janaury 2008
My first day working at ECU Line Singapore. The day I met Peili‘s close friends (Evelyn and Christina). And I have spent my last day of 2007 with Peili and Evelyn. This is also the month when I patched up with Baby for the 2nd time. I remembered I did not dare to tell the others because I was scare that they might scold me.

Feburary 2008
I spent my 2nd CNY with Baby.

I lost my wallet prior 2 days before CNYE and my morale was very low then. Searching high and low for it. Cracking my brain to recall the possible place I could have misplaced my wallet. Made my 1st police report and called up the cab company and pray really hard for someone to call me back. Lucky for me, 2 weeks later someone returned me my wallet with everything intacted. =D

March 2008
Organised a chalet @ Pasir Ris. This is the month where we ended our relationship for the 2nd time. It feels like Baby used a knife and pierced into my heart over and over again. He came to MY chalet with a girl whom he claimed was his friend. My heart sank once again. Crying bitterly. This is the first time I shouted at my bestie, Peili, for lying to me. Si Kai for bringing him over with that girl. They claimed they did not know what’s going on between them. All I knew the next time was, that day he went to Singapore Flyer with her. And I quitted my job.

April
My ah ma passed away on April Fool’s day. This is so sad.

I kept myself very busy so that I will not have my mind wandering. I was hving fun with Peili and Si Kai. Go drinking with them till wee hours. And I know I still misses him.

Had my first meet up with Teck Yong and co. And celebrated Teck Yong‘s birthday for the 1st time @ Kbox.

I found a job @ Creative! I was so happy! Because the pay was pretty high. Was looking forward to start my new job.

May 2008
My sister’s birthday and her wedding.

And I went to Jurong Bird Park for the 1st time with Teck Yong!! And I have finally see my penguins after so long! And I was laughing so hard at Teck Yong‘s BONGO BURGERS referring to a swan. LOL.

And I went JB with Si Kai, Yu Ji and Brandon! That was my 2nd time there. Because the 1st time I went with Sze Tien and had some bad experience there. =[ And it was my first time having dinner @ the hawker street of JB. We went to city square for a walk and have some singing actioN!

And then it’s Si Kai‘s birthday.

June 2008
This is the 1st time I saw Nicholas. And I told Peili my first impression of him was, the feeling he gave me was very Jin Jie. Perhaps it was just me and my weird thinking.

And I finally signed up for my Basic Theory Test @ BBDC. =D

July 2008
Up to this day, I still know in my heart that I misses him. And when I know thru facebook that he changed his number and MSN, I was even more heart broken. Baby deleted me from facebook and blocked me. And this is the month, I accepted Nicholas to force myself to move on. Which I think is a mistake.

Putting that aside, we went for ICE SKATING!

August 2008
Peili got a pet dog named Hugo! And we went to visit after work. =D

and it was my 1st month with Nicholas….

and I bought my 1st digital camera! And this is the start of my snap snap career!

September 2008
I passed both my BTT and FTT at one try! =D Am I smart or not? Hee.

And the world first night race! F1 facing~

And basically, I am always hanging out with Teck Yong and his friends. At this point of time, I have already wanted to break up with Nicholas. Because after 2 months together, I realized I just couldn’t do it.

October 2008
I have finally insisted on a break up. And Baby SMSed me after 7 months makes me…… I was so determined to be bad to him but it seems like I can’t do it.

The month after Zong Yang was enlisted.

Meet up with my poly friends after 2 years. =D

And the supervisor I hated the most. The one on the extreme LEFT.

The month my brother is being enlisted.

and this is the month I decided to cut my hair REAL SHORT.

The day my sister’s NEWBORN baby is born!! Her name is Alyssa Ng Le Xuan!

November 2008
My birthday!

I had my belated birthday with Teck Yong and his friends. Was supposed to go zoo. But because he’s meeting his friends for singing, so we went singing instead.

Meet up with Wei Kang on my birthday and went to take a stroll @ the long bridge near Fort Canning.

Went to Singapore Flyer for the 1st time with Baby. (he wasn’t my bf then)


And spent my time counting down to my birthday with my close friends! =D

December 2008
Meet up with my primary school friends after 11 years. =] and I had my 1st steamboat disaster. =X Pain like hell. And now, my thigh looks ugly. =[

Now that we are back together. I wondered if this is a right thing to do. I spent my 1st xmas eve with him. Because he went out with his friends on Xmas day. So sad right? I was left alone. And at times, I think we don’t agree on certain stuffs. Played mahjong with his aunty, sister and his brother-in-law just last week. This month, no much pics.

Now, back to my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for the year 2009. This time round I will come up with some practical ones. LOL. I think my resolution for the each new year are almost the same leh. And Baby hates it when I told him I don’t have much confident. Worse right? So I decided to have more confidence in myself in the coming year. So here I go~

1) Gain weight, gain weight, gain weight! Baby says I am getting more and more skinny. And this has been in my NY Resolution every year, so this time round.. this resolution stays put until I gain some weight and become a chio chio bu~! If possible, make me taller lah. I know I’m too old to grow tall already.

2) Since I have quit my job, I need to hunt for one soon. Possible in 1 or 2 weeks’ time. And hopefully it’s something interesting and not as boring as the job scope in Creative. Perhaps in a few years’ time I am a businesswoman already? Perhaps I will be earning big bucks in my next job?

3) Pass my Traffic Police Test at my FIRST try. I know everyone says it might not be possible. And with guy friends telling me to wear shorter skirts, low cut top or whatsoever.. I aint gonna do that! I am sure I can pass with my own effort. The only thing I’m lacking of is self confident. I know I can do it!

4) Do not say “NO” to opportunity. I am going to grab whatever is available now since economy recession is affecting everywhere now. Of course, that doesn’t mean I m going to resort to selling insurance. I am not that rich to sell property. So I shall see what’s coming up next.

5) I know this year I have been slacking away. Not serious in anything. I swear with my hands, my fingers, my toes and my feet that I am going to make 2009 a better year for me! Because it’s MY MOOMOO year! Hees.

And thinking now, it’s the 1st time I am spending my NYE with Baby! Heehees.