Angry

I have never been so angry for my entire 23 years of my life until I met Nicholas. He’s the ONLY person who can make me so pissed off. I have forgotten about the bottled drinks when I was with Jin Jie. It was after I reached home and I recalled. So I went to Bai Mei and they ran out of Pokka Green Tea, so I was thinking if I should go to JP to buy it. I called Rebecca since she’s at JP but she’s going for a movie so I called Nicholas because I know he was at JP too. After that I dropped the idea of going to JP to buy the bottled drinks but Nicholas kept insisting that I SHOULD buy the bottled drinks last night. I told him I can buy it during lunch time today because I can get my colleagues to carry for me so I told him NOT to come down but he wouldn’t listen to me. I am already not very happy about it. So what’s the point of me trying so hard to talk sense into him when he just WON’T LISTEN? I give up ok! I give up totally! Or can someone kindly talk some senses into him?

Ok, it’s my fault because if I don’t want him around I shouldnt have called him and changed my mind after that. I should change my mind BEFORE I call him. My bad, this will never happen again. Because of him, I have to go to bed @ 2am because he kept forcing me to listen to his emo shit, wanting me to keep him accompany because he’s feeling sad. How come he don’t fucking understand that I CANNOT and WILL not keep him accompany? I am feeling so frustrated just talking to him ok. I already feel like dying. I shall ignore him from today onwards.

Respect my decision. Please.

Movies (Wild Child, Yes Man!, Forrest Gump)

Alright, time to update my blogggy again! And my weekends seems to end pretty fast by watching lots of movie, and going out with Jin Jie.

Yesterday, I went over to meet Jin Jie to pass him my 512MB laptop RAM for his company laptop and to watch some movies. =]


The first movie I watched for the day is “Wild Child” by Emma Roberts (Poppy Moore).

It’s a show of an Amercian girl going to a boarding school in England and how much she dreads of going there. Her room mates hates her because she looks like some kind of spoil brat and slowly they began to start bonding when they are planning on how to get Poppy Moore expell. She was upset after she got back from a trip with Freddie because her room mate was reading an email sent to them by her email and it seems that Freddie received the same email as well. She was very upset that noone seems to believe her and she went to kitchen and call her best friend, Rudy. That was the time she realized that this best friend of her actually dislikes her. She was upset and accidentally set fire to the kitchen’s curtain and hastenly putting out the fire and rush back to her room. After a moment later, the kitchen was on fire. And Poppy went to the head mistress and confess. After some investigation by her room mate, they realized that they have mistaken Poppy so they got the whole school to confess that they were at the kitchen when the fire started. Harriet accidentally lets out the secret about Poppy using a lighter which only Poppy and Freddie knows. And Poppy was proved to be innocent and Harriet was expelled. And Poppy’s dad was shocked to see the changes in her and how much she looks like her mum.

Not too bad. But this is definetely a very girl girl movie lah. So guys might not like to watch it.

Next movie I watched is, “Yes Man!” by Jim Carrey @ JP.

It’s about Carl Allen (Jim Carrey) who always say ‘No’ after divorcing with his ex wife. And bumped into a friend who then drags him to attend a talk to become from a “No Man” to a “Yes Man”. He was challenged to say “Yes” to everything, leading to some hilarious scenes.

It’s not too bad also. If you wanna have a good laugh, go watch it!

And the last movie I watched for the night was “Forrest Gump” by Tom Hanks @ Jin Jie‘s house. I think this movie is about 3 hrs long, because by the time I went to bed was like 5a.m already (BTW, I started watching the movie about 2a.m?).

It’s about Forrest Gump who seems not to understand what’s going on. And everyone sees him as a stupid person. These people laughed at him for putting on a leg braces and in order to escape from these people, he lose his leg braces and begin his running. His only best friend was Jenny whom he’s in love with. And during his army days, he got to know a guy, Bubba, who’s really good at shrimping and had actually talked Forrest Gump into going to shrimping with him. But Bubba passed away in Vietnam. And Forrest Gump went on with the shrimping and during a storm, only his shrimping ship survived while the rest of the ships are wreaked. And Lieutenant Dan joined him as his crew.

The story is touching and kinda funny. And this movie was screened in 1994. =.=||| Slow I know, but I still managed to watch it! Muahaha.

Quote: My mama always say life is like a box of chocolate, you will never know what you will be getting next.

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And today? I went to JP with Jin Jie and his friend. Had lunch at LJS and walked around because his friend wanna buy a pair of shoes after that we stopped at Coffee Bean for a drink. After that I headed home and play mahjong with my family! WooooHOOOOoo~ I won, 5bucks in the end! Muahahahaha.

And I know everything repeats again. What am I doing?

Happy Birthday to Darling, Interview @ NUS

Before I begin typing, I would like to say…

Princess

Glitter Graphics

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Alicia~~~

Took half day today for my interview @ NUS today. Before my interview I had lunch with Nicholas @ NUS canteen. It was nerves breaking for me because I hate to go for interviews, but if not because I wanna change my job, I won’t bother. My interview time was supposed to be 3pm, but the waiting time alone was already 35 minutes and my interview was about 40 minutes long. Why? Because there was 4 interviewers in the room with me. SO MANY right? Damn, I was so scared loh. So by the time I finish my interview was already 4.10p.m. After that I took a train home. Was so shag till the moment my head touches the bed, I fell asleep immediately. After that Jin Jie called me @ 6p.m because I was supposed to meet him for dinner today. =] Bumped into his old army friend @ the place where we were eating dinner and because the 1st and the last time I saw him was the time they were botaks, so I can hardly recognise him. But since Jin Jie says I have blogged about them before, so I trust him. LOL. His new friend came to pass him a christmas pressie. So nice of him right? Knowing that christmas is near now, I need to buy pressies already. =] Not something expensive because this month is so budget can? =X I helped him open up his pressie because I’m such a KPO lah and I offered to help him eat the chocolate since he’s coughing but then he kept saying he’s giving it to his sister. So sad.

And and and, I finally went to the new Fairprice Xpress (24hrs @ Level 3, duh right?)! It’s really damn big loh. But I only went in for a walk. Jin Jie keep scolding me because I was giving comments that makes him wanna scold me. Hais. Makes me so………………….. Sighed.

Anyways, this morning Scandal SMSed me. Because…

1) He’s on leave today
2) He’s going to cruise and will only be back tomorrow night

and then he stopped replying me because I think he’s on cruise and doesn’t have reception to reply. Ok lah, Actually this entry is entirely bullshit. Sigh.

I WANNA EAT UR CHOCOLATE~
The lightings @ JP

Brandon’s Birthday

It was Brandon‘s 31st birthday yesterday. And of cos, it’s hard to avoid any sabos prepared by the Lee company (Wing Kin, Faezah and the rest). And of cos, since he’s the LAST person to celebrate birthday this year, so we didn’t go easy on him. I will just let the pictures do the talking. =]

CHIO BU! ‘She’ puts on a mask, eye liner, eye shadow, mascara.. it’s weird looking I know. LOL.

Blowing the candles.

Group pictures




Zong da giving present to Brandon

Janice & Me

Vemala & Me

Me & Jie Ying

After work, me, Brandon, Zong Da and Pei Wen went to JP because Brandon and Zong Da needs to buy the budget christmas present before the date line ends this Friday. Shaiful asked me down to TP for dinner with Pom but I am already at JP. And then Nicholas called me and he was going to JP too. And coincidentally, I bumped into him, Samuel and Jin Quan @ JP while I was walking around with Brandon & co. I also bumped into Amy and her bf! So after exploring JP with them, I went to meet Nicholas & co because I told him I will call him back. So I went to LJS to meet him and saw Wei Hui (his friend) there as well. And walking around with a group of guys, and I feel even more weird because I haven’t seen these group of people for a long time. Sighed. And then Jin Jie called me because he saw me at JP. After walking around JP again with Nicholas & his friends, and then I head back home. =]

And congrats to Jin JIe! Because he found a job and his first day is TODAY! =D Time passed very fast, because it was just last week that he ORD and this week he’s starting work already.

And good luck to me for my NUS job interview tomorrow! OMG. =D Wish me luck people~ Confident confident confident! I need more confident, who can borrow me some courage and confident? I am so not into interviews. =[

Jurong Point 2

Ok. I just went to Jurong Point 2 today!

Finally right? Jurong Point 2 is like so near my house and has opened for a few days before I finally went there today. Hahaha. OMG. I must say Jurong Point is coming more like an Orchard (for bangalas, or foreign workers), because you can find almost all the fanciful shops that you usually see in Orchard area. Of cos, there are common shops like Pretty Fit, Noda, Vana, Dano (which are located in BOTH new and old JP), Pepper Plus (which are located in BOTH new and old JP as well) etc. What about JP is, there is a lot of SHOES shops and BAGS shops around. There is Starbucks, Coffee Bean or McCafe you can choose from if you wanna rest your feet. It feels like I can shop at JP for my CNY clothes without going to town this coming year! How cool can it be? And there is 2.5th floor (why did I say that was because this floor is BETWEEN the 2nd and 3rd floor and somehow the management says it’s the 3rd floor.) which is the food corner. Like street food, desserts and some restaurants. What’s even better is, there is a FairPrice Xpress (which is not open yet) that opens 24hrs and guess what? It’s located at the 2.5th floor. LOL. And basement, there is a newly open Burger King, New York New York, Ding Tai Fung, ThaiExpress and some others that some you can only see in town are all in JP! And if you want shops that relates to beauty, there is too! Like New York Skin Management, Skin Food, Yun Nam, The Face Shop and others. And there is a new bookstore called Harris, not much interesting books I think. Kino or Borders are still the best choice. =] And there is this Stationary Island that sells interesting stationaries which really attracts me. Hahaha. And the basement have shops like Mini Toons, Action City and other toy stores. Fashion stores like M)phosis are opened in JP too! Interesting and some boring. Of course if you were to go JP like EVERYDAY soon or later you will get so bored of it. But to me, JP is not a place you will get lost yet. It’s not officially opened cos there are some places which are still under renovation or waiting to be fill up. Whatever it is, take some of your time and explore the new JP!

Goodbye my love, Goodbye.

I told myself, this is the last time for everything about Jin Jie. This shall be it. I will no longer be angry, upset, broken hearted. No more. The feelings is gone together with the wind. Goodbye my love, goodbye.
If I can start mentioning his name here, it’ll be a relieve for me. Because I no longer hide behind sorrows, looking at him with teary eyes. I no longer hide behind fear, looking at him feeling scared. I no longer hide behind my feelings, looking at him feeling pathetic. I no longer hide under people’s shadow, looking at him feeling so small. I realized that this is the only thing I can do for myself. To be sure, or am I still not sure? For one thing I know is, disappointment will slowly leave me. Happiness will come looking for me. Hope so.

To totally ignore Jin Jie is impossible. Because if I can do it, I would have done it.

Singing~

Went singing today… Well, I don’t quite feel like going singing today because it was raining and I was feeling lazy but I have already promised Scandal that I will go, so I dragged myself out. Sigh. It’s not a really good day because I had to eat lunch ALONE because the rest are busying singing. And because the Partyworld @ Taman Jurong opens @ 3p.m so we changed to Clementi Kbox. As usual, I took some pictures lah, cos I was so bored…. Sigh…






I am not trying to emo over here again. But I just want to be sure of myself. What I want and who I truly loves. Scandal asked me how would I feel if one day I happened to bump into my ex bfs and saw each of them behaving intimately with another girl. After thinking for a moment, I told him perhaps I will feel nothing towards Nicholas. What about Jin Jie? He asked me. And I don’t know the answer. All I know is I can just keep staring at the pictures he took with Ruth and I still don’t know how I feel. I looked at Scandal, and I feel like I don’t know anything. For one thing I know for sure is, I am already super broken hearted. I find myself thinking of him sometimes. Why is this happening? Gosh. I think I’m better off if I just shoot myself dead. I have just let myself down once again. Fuck. Maybe I should some up with some solutions. What do you think?

Zoo

I have finally went to the zoo today! Yup, I know I have talking about going to zoo since I-don’t-know-when. Whatever it is, I went still! With Scandal. So we meet up @ 11plus and alight at C.C.K and took a cab there which cost us about $7. Well, I think this is better than going all the way to A.M.K right?

The trip there is fantastic just that it suddenly rains after the Animal Show.. So I bought a yellow umbrella. LOL. So cool right? After the zoo, we went to catch Bolt 3D, and the movie is good! I shall let the pictures do the talking ok. Of cos, I didn’t post up all the pictures because in total I took about almost 300 pictures. Snap snap! hahaha.

The white tiger. He looked stressed to me. Poor tiger.

My Fav!!


Polar polar expreesssss~


I LOVE THEM Ok! They are sooo CUTE~ Strangely, they dun need air con.


Cheetah

We cross them everyday. That’s what Scandal kept telling me.

Jonathan. LOL.

Long Neck~




I will get Mr. Crocodile to eat you if you bully me.

This dog is in the Kidzworld.. out of nowhere.

He’s so handsome!



They kept biting my umbrella, thanks to Scandal

Don’t disturb. I’m sewing, in the zoo.


Rats? Mouse?


BOLT!

Xmas lights @ Vivo

Here’s some updates of what I have done for today. =]

First, I had lunch with him because he happened to be nearby for his interview. And lunch was good! Went to have that super long queue chicken rice. Chatted with him for a little while and I have to head back to the office already because lunch time is only 1 hr loh! =[

LAST DAY OF THE IA STUDENTS.

Well well, today is the last day of the IA students as well. =] So we took some pictures with them after lunch when there isn’t any much calls. But I’m only putting pics of me and the IA students only otherwise this entry would be flooded by lots of pictures. =]

We were supposed to play prank on the IA students on their last day BUT Hoi was having a long talk with them, so we have to change the plan. And I couldn’t stay for long to wait for the present giving session because I was supposed to be meeting my lil’ sister and Feng Mei @ Vivo.

Ying Zhen

Xue Qing

Jia Wen

After that I have to rush off to Vivo because the girls are waiting for me, for dinner of course. We have to forsake the movie plan because by the time the 9plus movie ends, Feng Mei will not have any transportation home. So, they have decided on having ThaiExpress for dinner (and my lil’ sister still ask me what do I want for dinner when she had already decide. -.-”)

And me and lil’ sister just have to ‘quarrel’ over dinner table lah. Over the movies and Wang Li Hong’s CD which I’m supposed to buy ages ago. Hahaha. After that crapping with Feng Mei so that she won’t feel so left out.

After that we went to stroll around Vivo (that’s the purpose for going there and of course, to take pictures!). So I took a pictures of the christmas deer. Which we say look like Tooty so much. But this is definetely quieter. LOL.

After walking around and realized I got nothing to buy (oh, I bought a cute Labbit pen) so we headed upstairs to the 3rd floor to take picture of the supposed to be the tallest christmas tree in Sg? Anyways, we took quite a few pictures… I mean quite a lot of the pictures lah. Considering me a camwhore. LOL.











I named the pens: Labbit and Monk-key! =D

Beauty Sleep

Wooo~ I had a very nice sleep from yesterday’s 6.45p.m until today’s 6.45a.m! I know I know. Sounds like a pig right? But I did woke up in the middle of the night for a few seconds and continue my beauty sleep. LOL. So if I did not reply you on MSN last night, I’m sorry~ My computer was restarted because it installed some stupid updates on itself last night, so I have no idea who MSNed me. But when I woke up in the middle of the night, I saw his, feng mei‘s and Bear‘s. But I was so sleepy to reply them, I thought of reading the msg this morning but my laptop got restart. Stupid. No saved history also. Lame.
Anyways, the day is finally here! He‘s OFFICIALLY ORD-ed. Congrats! Pink I/C, Pink I/C! SiKai and Bear too~ Bear kept insisting that the reason WHY I remembered the day they ORD is because of him. =.= If he says so loh. I don’t wanna argue. Perhaps that’s the reason also. Ok lah, this has got nothing to do with me also. I don’t know why I should be so excited. -.-”’
Ok, I’m going back to work now. LOL. =] Oh oh oh! I got an interview for a new job next week! So happy~ The first person I thought of sharing the news is ………. =