with my laptop lying in the ‘hospital’ i feel my life is so incomplete. =[

I MISS MY STUPID LAPTOP!

Whatever it is, once I get it back I will upload everything into my FACEBOOK. YES, I miss uploading all the pictures into my FACEBOOK. I pray hard that my laptop will be ‘discharged’ soon. And of course, I will update my blogggg. I miss updating my blog. But I guess, U won’t be too interested in what I did for the past week. =[

Oh yes, not forgetting to wish everyone a PROSPER NIU(NEW) YEAR!! And yes, it’s MY moomoo year. LOL. HUAT AH~

FUCK. My laptop die-ed on me. This makes me so sad.

I am selling the liqueur away. Why do I wanna waste money on a person like him who doesn’t appreciate? Pui. And no, I am not giving it away because I don’t want people to mistaken the fact that he doesn’t want it, that’s why I am giving it to him/her.

This is the end of a bastard-ed story.

Went to meet Nicholas to pass him back his jacket that was with me for months. Oh well, I hate to go meet him because he always don’t wanna let me go. He wanted me to keep him accompany. Not that I don’t want, because I know if I does, I don’t have to go home tonight. Most probably, he will ask me to stay overnight because he wants me by his side. Not that I find him irritating, in fact he has been nice to me, but I can’t accept such behavior. But this extremely nice towards me, makes me… whatever it is, he still wants me back as his gf. I just don’t understand why he can’t understand or was it because he doesn’t want to understand that I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO HIM? Oh yeah, I admit that I was very mean to him, but if I don’t do that most probably he will just cling on to me and refuse to let me go. I wanted to treat him nice too lah. But if I were to treat him nice, he might think he have a chance. Do I wanna spoil this? I rather I spoil my image than letting his imgainations go wild.

I have to get out of his house forcefully. Sigh. Why is it so hard to be a nice person in front of him?I bet everyone thinks I treat him like shit now. =[ Sigh.

And I walked from his house to my sister’s house since it’s so nearby. And Alyssa is being sweet today. She just slept and woke up with a smile on her face. It just brighten up my night there. =]

Ohhhh, I got a super temporary job @ Santa Fe. 5 days work only, end next Wednesday. =D and they paying me $7/hr. I mean better than nothing right? =D

I shall post up some pictures of Alyssa I took today. I was in time for her shower time, and so I took some pictures of her. =D Isn’t she getting sweeter each day?

Anyways, we went to El Toro Restro Bar for lunch with my sister, BIL and her indian godfather. LOL. It’s a Mexican Restaurant, so of course, it serves Mexican food and drinks. After that I have to rush to SGX Centre for my interview @ Superfund (which I guess I won’t get it) and then went back to town again. I was supposed to meet my sister and BIL @ P.S but she wanted to go Taka instead. So I hurried over after I bought a cardigan. Went to Taka and I bought my blusher. Finally. =]

But the shopping turns out a little ugly, because my sister was giving a serious thought while WHICH color of the LV bag she wants to buy and BIL was like telling “this money will last for baby’s milk powder for 2 years”. Sigh. So they didn’t talk. Nevermind, such issues is a small issue. Will be resolved.

I bought this for $10. =D

There is a puff for the blusher. =D

Ok, so I went for my SIM interview today. And I got to know that I can, officially, don’t need to attend lectures because attendance will not be taken. And letter will be sent to my house in a few weeks time to confirm if I want to take up this course for sure. And a deposit of $500 needs to be paid. Robber.

After that, I went to meet Chen Yang to get the coffee + alcohol drink from him. =] The one that I drank at Wei Kang‘s house previously. Damn nice. The name of the alcohol is called “Sheridan’s Coffee Layered Liqueur“. BUT, I’m giving this to Jin Jie because I bought it for him. =]

After that I went to meet Ken and then we head off to P.S for some shopping and I bought some stuffs like spending more than $150. Sigh, I will have to stay at home until I found a new job. LOL.

A pair of shoes @ Charles and Keith, $27.90

Mascara – $39, Toner – $36, Make Up Remover – $36, Eye Concealer – $36

Fresh Step Antiperspirant Foot Spray – $11.30, Skin Protectant Stick – $13.80, Shoes wipes – $2.55

Ok, these are all my shopping stuffs. Time to go sleep soon because I have to wake up early tomorrow for my lunch with my sister and interview in the afternoon @ 1430 and back to shopping with her. =D

Yay~ I finally bought some clothes today! Went to Jurong Point with Ken. I thought I had to stay at home the whole day!

I was playing Mahjong with my dad, bro and his gf (without money). And lucky we didn’t play with money, because my dad didn’t win at all. LOL.

Anyways, I went to have dinner @ JP. =D KFC! My fav~ =] Then we walked around and I managed to get 3 dresses. Ok, I know I have fetish for dresses. So? And I quite like the dress I bought @ Hurs. Prettty leh. Too bad I don’t have a bigger boobs to go with it. So sad right? =[ And what’s left is just shoes and perhaps tops and bottoms? Ok, it’s not JUST liao. Hohoho.

Ahhh, I have to sleep early tonight. Because I have my Degree for Marketing interview tomorrow @ 3.40p.m. =D Quite looking forward to that. Will be meeting Ken for dinner after that. Heh heh.

Mila, $41.30

Hurs, $49.90

Pur Pur, $49.90

Went for Peili‘s 24th birthday celebration @ her house last night. And her brother helped her to decorate the house with some balloons, of course the boyfriend helped too. We had steamboat for dinner, and we had fun just crapping around. But I was fuming so I ended up didn’t eat much. The rest of them played Indian Poker, so whoever got the biggest card drinks. And since they couldn’t get the rules of the game right, they changed to a few games that they can have drinking as punishment. Oh my! I think they have drank a few bottles of red and white wine. If I were to play with them, I think I am already sleeping on the sofa. =X

Because noone wants to play Mahjong, so I was bored like hell. =[ Well, but I was entertained by these people’s shouting and television + surfing the net. I know I sounded a little unfriendly when Zong Yang asked me if I am heading to JP to meet Scandal. Pai seh.. I wasn’t in a good mood. After that I went to meet Scandal @ JP for a movie, Ip Man (eep.mun). The movie is really damn nice! The chorography of the kung fu looks flawless. And of course, there are handsome actors to look at. =D After that, we went to Pioneer Mall’s mac to relax and walked to the fit corner nearby my place and chat till 7a.m..

I was, once again, being reminded of Jin Jie again. As I stared at the opposite block, my mind lingers. Memories are brought back. Suddenly, I was wondering if I should hate him or I should just pretend I don’t know him or I should just continue to be his friend without letting such things to happen again. Tendencies of me melting in front of him are there. It’s been 7 days since I last seen him, spoke to him, hear any news of him. I wondered if I misses him. I pondered over these questions over and over again, but I still do not know the answers to my questions. I remembered the time when we first started dating, everything was so good. Perhaps, that was taken for granted that’s why everything turns out this way. The only regret I had was, I was unable to attend his POP. And whenever I think of this, I feel upset. Oh well, no point talking about it right? But I was just wondering again, what will happen to us if he can put in more effort like when we first started.. perhaps there will be lesser hurt and I will have more happiness in my pocket.

And I decided that I can’t be friends with Nicholas. So from last night onwards, he’s no longer my friend. You must be wondering why do I treat Nicholas this way and treat Jin Jie better even though he treats me like shit. Don’t ask me. I don’t know.

My Love Will Get You Home - Christina Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Ahhh, I feel so cheated! Because I went down to Recuit Express @ JE and no jobs. And then I went down to JAC Recuitment @ Robinson Road, at least the person told me she will send my resume to a few companies and so I don’t feel so cheated you know. And I spent my time walking around the new Tanjong Pagar Xchange. Nothing much leh. Mostly are aunties stuffs. Oh well, so I went to have my fav tom yum ban mian, and wooohoooo! My sore throat seems to have vanished! Ok lah, you might think this is so psychological loh. Whatever it is, I just feel this way. Did you read the news yesterday that the NEW ez link is released for exchange from today onwards all the way till September? Well, I had mine changed and at the same time, I helped my sister changed 2 of hers too. Because I had plenty of time to waste while waiting for Ken @ Buona Vista. After he came to pick me up, we went to The Cathay to buy the tickets for “Red Cliff 2” show @ 12.35a.m. I have been walking around you know. Taking train from Dhoby Ghaut to City Hall and wait for Shaun to cut his hair till 9p.m and tu a little bit here and there go back to Orchard to grab some bites + waste our time since we are waiting for the movie to start. And then we took a bus back to The Cathay. And now, my leg feels a little numb right now. Too much walking in that terrible + horrible shoes.

Nevertheless, the movie is good. Humor is there though. And I think I laugh too much already. What to do right? This reminds me of the marathon that I wanted to watch with that person. Whatever. And then Ken sent me home. And here I am, sitting in front og my laptop typing away. As usual. Oh yea! And facebook-ing at the same time also lah. LOL. What’s my life without facebook? =P