I wished you know how broken hearted I am right now. I wished you know my heart is crying because of you. I wished you know that I misses you. I wished you know just how much I have love you.

Why do you have to be so cruel towards me? WHY? Am I not worthy of your time? Am I not worthy of your effort to make this relationship work?

It seems like I am the one asking for something more than a friend. I don’t want to be your girlfriend in name, and behaves like a friend. I want to be like any other couples. I want to hold your hand, I wanna meet up with you, I wanna have hugs and kisses. Is this too much to ask for?

I asked myself, what do I gain from this relationship besides feeling unhappy most of the time? I wished to gain some of YOUR time, some of YOUR love, some of YOUR effort. I was happy when you show some concern towards me, but why does this concern seems to be so short term? Am I not worth to be care about? After all, I am just a girl.

Knowing you’re not asleep and yet, you are not replying me… hurts very much.

I HATE to hear from you: “SEE HOW FIRST”, “WHY MUST MEET?”, “WE DON’T HAVE TO MEET EVERYDAY”, “GO WHERE?”, “DO WHAT?”, “I AM SURE YOU CAN FIND SOME FRIENDS TO GO OUT WITH” etc… Why is it so hard to meet my own bf when YOUR friend can meet you ANYTIME? I am so broken hearted now.