Went to meet Nicholas to pass him back his jacket that was with me for months. Oh well, I hate to go meet him because he always don’t wanna let me go. He wanted me to keep him accompany. Not that I don’t want, because I know if I does, I don’t have to go home tonight. Most probably, he will ask me to stay overnight because he wants me by his side. Not that I find him irritating, in fact he has been nice to me, but I can’t accept such behavior. But this extremely nice towards me, makes me… whatever it is, he still wants me back as his gf. I just don’t understand why he can’t understand or was it because he doesn’t want to understand that I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO HIM? Oh yeah, I admit that I was very mean to him, but if I don’t do that most probably he will just cling on to me and refuse to let me go. I wanted to treat him nice too lah. But if I were to treat him nice, he might think he have a chance. Do I wanna spoil this? I rather I spoil my image than letting his imgainations go wild.

I have to get out of his house forcefully. Sigh. Why is it so hard to be a nice person in front of him?I bet everyone thinks I treat him like shit now. =[ Sigh.

And I walked from his house to my sister’s house since it’s so nearby. And Alyssa is being sweet today. She just slept and woke up with a smile on her face. It just brighten up my night there. =]

Ohhhh, I got a super temporary job @ Santa Fe. 5 days work only, end next Wednesday. =D and they paying me $7/hr. I mean better than nothing right? =D