Why?

I dreamt of him this morning.

And I bumped into him @ the bus stop.

Got into the same bus, but I chose not to sit beside him. Am I not generous at all? After all, he was the one who tapped on my shoulder when he saw me at the bus stop opposite my house. Sigh. Why do I see him again? I feel like my emotions are mixed up again.

I am so fuck up now.