i was laughing off my ass when Wilson came to the reception and say he wanna safe keep himself. I admit I was a little retarded when he say he wanna safe keep himself because for that moment I don’t know what’s safe keep. Gosh.

Hahaha. This so funny. =] Alrights, I’m going to sleep now. Nitey people.

I realized that there is no happy post since the day I started quarrel with TY. Oh man, what an angry blog this is. Of course, I did went out with my friends.. but when I was doing all those things, I am often reminded of him. Sigh. Just like when I was watching Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Rebecca, I was thinking about him.

I went shopping with Rebecca last Wednesday because I still haven’t gotten the purple dress for Michelle‘s wedding (which is this Sunday). And I did a lot of damaged by spending nearly $200. I realized, my closet are filled with dresses and I have no tops for the skirts I bought. Not to mention those I have bought ages ago. And I really love the heels I bought even though there is no discount for it. =[

From Drop Box

On Friday, I went singing with my colleagues and with Rebecca tagging along too. And we had some fun disturbing and making so much noise. I think I just went crazy. And it reminds me that I haven’t went singing with TY for a long time. =[

From Drop Box

From Drop Box

After singing, me and Rebecca went to Boat Quay for a drink. And I was sitting there drawing on the tang top we bought for Michelle‘s Hen’s Night. =] I regret not taking a picture of the shirt I drew, but it’s ok. Keke. Arene told me not to be so emo anymore. I am trying so hard. But sometimes, I am so reminded of him with my surrounding and the things I do. All I can say is I really miss him a lot.

I will update on Michelle‘s Hen’s Night soon because I am really so tired.

I miss him a lot these days. I know I am being useless lah. One moment I say I want to forget about him. I did what I can to forget, but it seems like my heart and my brain doesn’t coordinate well enough. Or my heart was being stubborn?

i swear i’ll never reply any of his smses.

I deleted all his pictures in my Facebook. So you still find any, please let me know.

I was chatting with Wei Kang earlier on, and like any other people, he thought TY is my boyfriend. Not surprising. He’s not the first. So I deleted photos taken with him and that I have uploaded previously as my profile picture in my Facebook. But I did not delete the previous albums because that would be too troublesome. But I did delete the photos I took with Nicholas. Oh well… TY is right, I will never add him back. Because he say by deleting him in Facebook is a grave mistake. Oh well. I have to accept his attitude towards me. So I will refrain myself from thinking about him and contact him. Today is Day 1.

I am going to watch Harry Potter tomorrow with Cacca!

No doubt.

Judging from my character, you know what I am going to say. I regretted. But, I shall look forward and never look back. I can’t ‘undo‘ delete can I?

I was crying alone at one corner hoping noone will notice and good enough, no one did.

You must be wondering what have I done that makes me so sad? Read on.

I deleted TY from my FB, MSN and HP contacts. Don’t ask me WHY. I just did it after he told me:

“I don’t know if I am going out with my friend, or going for Malaysia trip or NDP trip on Saturday. If not I can acc you. And if my parents are not singing on Sunday, then I am free.”

That was his plans after forcing me go choose this Saturday (when I gave him a choice to choose either this weekend or next weekend) after my work to go Science Center. Oh well. This reminds me so much of that someone I loath the most when it comes to date him out. I hate it. Really. It was supposed to be a simple question: “Will you be going out with me?”, the latter must think about whether his friends will ask him out, if not then he will decide to meet me. Else, if he decided to go out with friends at the very last minute, very often he said: “I don’t believe you can’t find anyone to go out with.”. When I tried to date him for his birthday, he would say:”See how first, maybe I will date XXX out.” Ok, fine. I mean, you could have told me directly, “Going out with you is really boring.” and then I will stop!

Another loathsome thing is that, I love mango with sago from Ji De Chi (Jurong Point) and most of the time I will visit that place for dessert after my meals. TY would always comment that the dessert there sucks, and I should try the one in H.K. Ok, FINE, I will migrate to H.K tomorrow just for the mango with sago. He would comment about what is so bad about me, but never the good things. Did he noticed who told him the GREAT DEAL at Jurong SAFRA Kbox? If it’s not for me, could he enjoy the $10 nett singing session? No, I doubt so. So after that, his friends flock all the from the east to Jurong SAFRA to enjoy the $10 nett KBOX. Wooohoooo!

I am feeling so tiny on this planet sometimes, I even doubted my existence. Really. People don’t notice me. When something happens, I became from bad to worse. He’s right, I can’t treat him the way I treat that man. That’s because I have had enough of the lies told by the men. Enough. What do you mean by, “even if we love each other, it doesn’t mean that we have to be together”? I love you, I like you, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU! This is such a simple matter, but I waited or he claimed he waited for me for 9 months?

If you asked me, I will tell you directly that “YES, I LIKE KTY.” But if you were to ask him, he probably will give you all sorts of answers like “Me like her? Cannot be lah”, or “she’s just my scandal you don’t know meh?”. I have NEVER like the word – S C A N D A L. I think it’s just a word used to insult my existence in this guy’s life. He told me that if this girl have known him earlier, most probably she would have fall in love with him. Great! He told me that in my house and I almost want to kick him out. I don’t need a cassanova in my life. I just need someone to love me.

I wish to delete him just like I deleted Nicholas or even that man. But I know it will take me some time to get over it. Even though I was the one who did that. He said I am the most selfish person on earth, because I did not take his feelings into consideration with all the things I did. I tried, but I realized, I don’t know this man anymore. He doesn’t want to give me the thing I desire, but he’s asking more from me. How is it fair? Not fair. It’s never fair. I tried to give in, be the girl he likes, but I aint big boobs hot babes.

This time round, I am determine to get out of this shit.

I deleted and block him everywhere.

This is the end of our ‘story’.

And, he will stay away from me forever.

From Drop Box

Arene brought Bao Bao to work on Wednesday, and he’s the Facilities mascot. Hahaha. Played with him for awhile before heading off to Cityhall to meet up with Su ming and Jordan! Our long awaited meet up, finally!

From Drop Box

I am not going to write a lot. But what the ladies advise me, really make sense. If a person loves me, he won’t claim he’s waiting for me or me waiting for him for the past 9 months. I woke up from my nap, feeling it’s really a waste of my time waiting for something that’s not gonna happen. I decided, I am not going to sit back and continue this. It’s really a long wait you know. My strength and energy is being drained away now. I told him to stay away from me. Stop lying to me.

Went to watch “Obsessed” with TY at Jurong Point last night. I thought it would be an interesting show with Ali Larter (from HEROES).

And guess what? I am too lazy to type what’s the movie about, you can actually google it alrights? Haha. Nonetheless, thumbs up for Ali Larter’s character in this movie. Which I think she’s really good at it.

After that I head home because I have to work today. =[

It’s the launching of the iPhone 3GS at the Com Center (Singtel) yesterday evening! I am still so tempted to get one soon you know. But I have to wait til I complete at least 21 months of the contract else I have to pay extra $100.

I just don’t understand why Singtel are selling the iPhone at a cheaper price but they are charging $600 if you just completed 6 months of the contract, at the same time you are re-newing your plan for another 24 months. I mean, even if you re-new your plan after completing 12 months contract, you just need to top up another $100 to get a new phone. But, topping up $600 is simply ridiculous!

$600 + Price of the iPhone – Trade in iPhone ($300/$400) = Expensive.

My sister uses iFlexi Value for her iPhone.

$600 + $288 – $400 = $488.

Which I don’t think it’s worth it. So people might as well wait for another 6 months to top up another $100 to get the new iPhone 3GS. After all, once you upgraded the iPhone 3G firmware to 3.0, it’s more or less similar. Just that the 2nd generation iPhone cannot take video, 2MP cam and no auto focus. You shd know that companies will always come up with new technologies so that we will spend more to get these when we don’t really need it. Haha. Just like Google is coming up with their own OS to fight with Microsoft (BillGates) who dominates the global with his Windows for so many decades. Well, there is always an improvement for something. Perhaps the next generation iPhone features flash? LOL.

Oh well, I am SOOOOOOO getting the iPhone in August!