Went to watch Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen last Saturday. Finally, was looking forward to this movie until I kept bugging TY if he wants to watch it the moment the theater is showing. Apparently not, TY wants to watch it during the weekend and I felt a little disappointed. Nevermind, because I did watch the movie and it’s free. So why not? Ha. The movie is really good but not fantastic of course. And Megan Fox is really hot. Look at her… when she runs, her boobs goes up and down. Hahaha. Ok, it looks like I have concentrated on the wrong place but, I love big boobs because I DON’T HAVE. Sigh. That’s why I aint hot and I am only ‘CUTE’ in the eyes of the beholder. This is something that I live in regret with.
Anyways after the movie, Alvin took us to East Coast Lagoon Food Centre for dinner. And I regret offering my service to order food for them. Really. How would I know what they want to eat and what’s not? So I ordered 2 veg (which they complain that they feel like they are eating vegetarian), 10 chicken wings, 12 satays (mutton, chicken and pork) and sting ray. Alvin went on to order or jian. And I was feeling tired because I went to bed at 5a.m on Friday and waking up at 12noon for the movie which starts at 4.30p.m. After dinner, we went to Jurong SAFRA for a game of pool. Which by then I was too tired to concentrate liao. I should have gone back home first but if I were to do that, he will just think I am creating problem for him.
TY said I was disrespecting his friends. Giving them attitude and stuffs like that. Whatever. The more I try to explain myself, the worse it will be. I even feel like there is NO HOPE for us liao. I am just wasting my time on him. Seriously, i don’t feel good when people keep scolding me “YOU ARE AN IDIOT”. But then it’s ok, because LOVE makes people blind. I failed to see, I failed to hear, I failed to feel. You see, I don’t even feel secure and how am I going to give my partner the secure he wants? I am sorry, but he’s right. I don’t even think I can sacrifice anything for him. So why waste your time waiting for me? I already make myself clear, I am really tired of such conversation. He told me he gotten some tickets for the NDP rehersal this Saturday, but he passed it to WeiXiong on impulsive. He blamed me for going offline suddenly but he failed to see how many times he wrote “nvm, you go slp bah. Gd nite” to me before I say “gd night” to him and went offline. He say I do not have the basic courtesy. I have had enough of this already. Please kindly leave me alone.
I really don’t know what Robin wants from me too. He wants me to care for him and blah blah blah. Temporary girlfriend? WTF is that?
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