It’s Magdalene Chin‘s birthday tomorrow, so Arene decided that we have to celebrate her birthday today because she will be on leave tomorrow. So Arene, Jeremy and I went to TBP to buy her birthday cake (2 * 1KG Durian Cake) and some materials to make a card for her since 26 of us are sharing. =]

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And of course, this is the hard work of me and Sim Hoon.

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And Joan managed to get to her the Anthony‘s ex office so that we can throw her the surprise. And she just kept saying it’s not her birthday. Hahaha. And she’s our BIG boss. SVP.

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Alright, that’s all for now. Because the room was so cramped with people and it’s hard for me to move around to take pictures, so these are all the pictures I took. =] Better than none. AND!! I love durian CAKE! hahaha~~

Feeling so sick for the past few days. Gosh! And I took some medicine on Friday night to make myself feel better and went to bed feeling drowsy. And the medicine works like wonder! I woke up on Saturday afternoon feeling so much better! No more block nose but I still sounded weird. And I have to call Shadinah early in the morning to swop shift with her because I was so drowsy and having headache in the morning. Feeling so bad.

After resting for so long, and feel so much better, I head out to watch movie. So I went to watch Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs at iluma (the new shopping centre @ Bugis). Wanted to watch at Marina Sq but they only left the 1st row for the 3D. Sigh, and I really don’t enjoy watching movie sitting so front. Wanted to ask TY if he wants to watch.. but he went out with his friends on Friday.. and Saturday I have to meet Rebecca and co for singing session. And the singing session was a crazy one. Because Yuan Wen happened to be in the room next to mine! Oh gosh. When I went singing with TY last Friday, ZY‘s room was just beside mine! Haha. What a coincident!

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I feel really bad for letting TY to wait for me for 2 hours. Really so guilty. Mis-communication I would say. I was very shocked when he told me he’s waiting for me at the void deck near my place. Gosh. And, I was so tired to stay at the noisy pub to sing. I never like to sing at the pub because of the waiting time. Pub = Chill. Singing = Kbox/Partyworld.

And today, I meet Melvin to JP for dinner. =] Went to THAIEXPRESS to makan because it’s been awhile since I went there. Haha!

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I know, I just recover and I am eating all the junk food. I don’t care! =X And then TY came to JP to meet me for awhile before heading back to SAFRA to meet Alvin and WeiXiong for L4D.

And, I know I have not post up the pictures I took during my colleague’s wedding. I promise, I will post up soon. Too many pictures to choose from. =]

Perhaps when you are so used to someone, you will tend to forget about the goodness of that person until certain things happened. I am really grateful that he was always with me no matter what happens. And I know even if I tried so hard to piss him off, he will still be by my side. So, instead of running away, I am going to resolve this whole thing. Hopefully. When I was going thru those things I wrote, it’s filled with past memories how we always end up quarreling over the same thing, resolved and things happen, we quarrel again. Indeed. The whole process is really tiring. That’s because humans are born selfish. We are not self-less. I am a human, there are things I don’t know but I am still learning. Please forgive me if I have been really nasty to you during the recent days/weeks or even months. I know what I did was hurtful. I repent and learn from it. Please pardon me. I will TRY MY BEST TO be nice to everyone again.

Went to watch Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen last Saturday. Finally, was looking forward to this movie until I kept bugging TY if he wants to watch it the moment the theater is showing. Apparently not, TY wants to watch it during the weekend and I felt a little disappointed. Nevermind, because I did watch the movie and it’s free. So why not? Ha. The movie is really good but not fantastic of course. And Megan Fox is really hot. Look at her… when she runs, her boobs goes up and down. Hahaha. Ok, it looks like I have concentrated on the wrong place but, I love big boobs because I DON’T HAVE. Sigh. That’s why I aint hot and I am only ‘CUTE’ in the eyes of the beholder. This is something that I live in regret with.

Anyways after the movie, Alvin took us to East Coast Lagoon Food Centre for dinner. And I regret offering my service to order food for them. Really. How would I know what they want to eat and what’s not? So I ordered 2 veg (which they complain that they feel like they are eating vegetarian), 10 chicken wings, 12 satays (mutton, chicken and pork) and sting ray. Alvin went on to order or jian. And I was feeling tired because I went to bed at 5a.m on Friday and waking up at 12noon for the movie which starts at 4.30p.m. After dinner, we went to Jurong SAFRA for a game of pool. Which by then I was too tired to concentrate liao. I should have gone back home first but if I were to do that, he will just think I am creating problem for him.

TY said I was disrespecting his friends. Giving them attitude and stuffs like that. Whatever. The more I try to explain myself, the worse it will be. I even feel like there is NO HOPE for us liao. I am just wasting my time on him. Seriously, i don’t feel good when people keep scolding me “YOU ARE AN IDIOT”. But then it’s ok, because LOVE makes people blind. I failed to see, I failed to hear, I failed to feel. You see, I don’t even feel secure and how am I going to give my partner the secure he wants? I am sorry, but he’s right. I don’t even think I can sacrifice anything for him. So why waste your time waiting for me? I already make myself clear, I am really tired of such conversation. He told me he gotten some tickets for the NDP rehersal this Saturday, but he passed it to WeiXiong on impulsive. He blamed me for going offline suddenly but he failed to see how many times he wrote “nvm, you go slp bah. Gd nite” to me before I say “gd night” to him and went offline. He say I do not have the basic courtesy. I have had enough of this already. Please kindly leave me alone.

I really don’t know what Robin wants from me too. He wants me to care for him and blah blah blah. Temporary girlfriend? WTF is that?

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